MINDY

2011-06-27T06:09:00.000-07:00

I want to sit on a train from Berlin to Venice. Interesting countries like Germany and Italy, I get to visit both by just being on that one train. Not many asians I know have visited European countries so those countries just seem more intriguing to me!

Each and every one of us is so interesting, there's like something unique that we enjoy. Haha let me explain. I love sitting on buses by myself, travelling to a place I've never been before, even if it's just Singapore. Every stop the bus makes is like an adventure to me, so spontaneous and so different. I don't know where I am and the people boarding the bus seem so interesting. I'm on an adventure on my own!

Especially when the bus is nearly empty and I'm all by myself, who's that girl sitting there alone too? And how about that dude in front of me? How is it that we're be on this mysterious (my imagination) bus together? So exciting! Haha but it really feels this way for me.

I have this friend who thinks going home via train is like an adventure. The more people, the squeezier, the better for him and I'm like what? LOL he thinks its fun trying to squeeze into the train. See we all have different likings!

Strange but personal likings that tells me that I am special, I am unique. I'm sure everyone has this kind of interesting preferences that will definitely seem weird to others. That's uniquely human beings for you :D

I want to celebrate halloween in a country that really celebrates it, you know what I mean? Haha. I've celebrated halloween in Singapore before but the atmosphere is just... different. I can feel that the people feel weird doing it! And that's no fun. How cool would it be if people of all ages go trick-or-treating and if every house down street after street is lined with horror pumpkins! Wah so fun :D

I want to go to Disneyland! Maybe Japan disneyland if I were to choose. Bring all the rollar-coasters and thrilling things on! Haha I love those man. I haven't ridden on anything that's particularly scary before, the only exciting one was the viking ship thing I sat on in Australia. It was massive! Disneyland has stuff like that right? At least that's what I've always thought :)

I want to visit a huge fruit orchard and pick lots and lots of fruits. Wow I can just imagine the fresh air haha. I want to climb a tree just to pick its fruits! I actually love exercising, if I'm doing what I enjoy. Like dancing or climbing trees haha.

These are all the I wants that I can think of at the moment :)

2011-05-02T00:55:00.000-07:00

A mole who lives underground digs and digs all by itself as a living. When the season comes for it to find a mate, it continues to dig alone until it meets another mole, who has also been digging alone all this while. The mole appears in front of the other suddenly and unexpectedly, yet it is from there where they shape their futures together.

Isn't the meeting of the two moles like some sort of a miracle happening? :)

I feel as if human to human interactions are just like that of the mole. How many people in my life have appeared suddenly and unexpectedly, yet now they are rooted in my memories. And the roots go deep; deep into the core of who I am.

Be it the first day of school or the first time we try something new, there has to be a period of time in our lives where we venture into something by ourselves and find someone valuable from that venture. That's what my memories are like, so beautiful and always recurring, and always tapping into my emotions like nobody's business.

However, it's so true that memories will always stay as memories. It's true that we can never go back to it except in our hearts. I meet up with my best friend but she is no longer the best friend from my class.

Not that she has changed to a different person, it's just that everything has changed. We can never go back to sitting at the back of our class, sleeping in class, messing around in school. We can never go back to where we were before, literally. And honestly, it hurts, cause I really miss it.

I think back to my jc life and I'm like wow! I went into aj thinking, Man, I hate it here. I am so not going to enjoy my next two years. Now I look back and can proudly say it has been one of the most glorious seasons of my life (though I'm only 18)! I love all the people I met there.

You see, many of the blessings in my life come from God no doubt, but He chooses to bless me through people. Like, He doesn't come down to my school directly and be best buds with me and all, but He places amazing people before me who now have a major placing in my heart.

Without God we cannot, yet without us He will not.

That's why I believe human to human relationships are SO important! They are so important! No man is an island; it is not good for man to be alone. Like how the world portrays loneliness as something cool, but deep inside you know loneliness hurts. A whole lot. No one would choose something that hurts right?

I heard someone say this recently, that you will meet all kinds of people in life. And just as suddenly as they come into your life, they will one day disappear, and can be found nowhere else but in you, as a memory. So sad! But so true.

Maybe we'll get to relive the memories in heaven? Who knows. After all, heaven has all sorts of beautiful things, and we have beautiful memories.

Aww man i feel like saying come on, let's go out there to enjoy the people God has placed around us! The totally unexpected friends and family that came into your life! After all, your meeting with them can be called some sort of a miracle :)

2011-04-23T22:55:00.000-07:00

Suddenly I have so many people tagging me. The thing is, I don't know if you guys are real human beings or computer-generated advertisements! Of course I don't mean this to you siying or justin, I know you guys and all. Hmm but sophia and sofia?

Well... Firstly, I don't understand what they're saying and secondly, their links are advertisements. But sorry if you guys are true humans! I really appreciate those who genuinely read my blog, cause I genuinely pour out who I am inside :)

OKAY enough talk!

I've been reading a really good book recently titled Do Hard Things by Alex & Brett Harris. I LOVE IT!

Check out www.therebelution.com!

Do Hard Things basically challenges us youngsters to rebel against the low expectations of an ungodly culture of the world, and to step out of our comfort zones to accomplish the mighty things that God has called us to do.

The world expects nothing of us since we're young and inexperienced, many think we're just a couple of goofy-goopers like Spongebob.

But I believe that I am meant for GREATER things than this, that I am created to accomplish MIGHTIER things for the glory of God :)

This book introduced me to a world where teenagers bless and impact the world, and it spurs in me the passion to want to be a Rebelutionary too!

I mean, there are TEENAGERS heading projects to provide clean water to people in Africa (Dry Tears, see http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=2247273352), teenagers campaigning against modern-day slavery (Loose Change to Loosen Chains-LC2LC) and teenagers in charge of blessing the homeless with daily necessities (Hope 2 Others-H2O)!

I've always had the desire to bless people, to reach out to others who need the help that I am blessed to give, to be God's hands and feet to the broken world we live in. I believe many others have too. But I've also never really put much thought into accomplishing them.

I've been cheated into thinking time is the issue. >:/

Thank God I've learnt recently that time is never the issue when you're doing things for God. For whatever time you give to God, you'll always find time multiplied back to you!

God is greater than time after all :)

You have a heart to bless, you have a heart to serve, ask God! He will open doors of opportunities for you to, through Him, bless others.

And we serve out of the fullness within us, the overflowing life and love poured forth by God within us. Yes we want to bless the world for the glory of God!

I'm starting small by serving in my church, serving in my caregroup, being a mini-shepherd for my leader. I'm trusting God to help me walk the walk and not just talk the talk (or think the thought), for I really wana accomplish greater things in this season of mine.

And I believe doors will open for God Himself writes His desires in my heart, for I am His child :)

But that's just me, how about you and you and you and YOU? :)

Go check out Do Hard Things yeah! You should be able to find it at any Christian bookstores :)

God is moving, & young people
around the world are recognising
it & responding by overturning
low expectations and doing hard
things in creative, world-changing
ways.
-Alex and Brett Harris, Do Hard Things

Don't ask yourself what the world
needs. Ask yourself what makes
you come alive and go do that. For
what the world needs is people
who have come alive.
-Howard Thurman

p.s. is my post colourful or what :D

2011-01-23T22:56:00.000-08:00

I believe you have a responsibility to comport yourself in a manner that gives an example to others. As a young man, I prayed for success. Now I pray just to be worthy of it.
-Brendan Fraser

He's my favourite actor :D

Who's he? You know, the guy that acted in Journey to the Centre of the Earth? No? How about The Mummy? Like Mummy 1, 2, 3? OKAY. George of the Jungle??? Yeah that's him. Haha!

I just found out that I enjoy blogging most when I'm typing about memorable events. If I were to blog about everyday life it'll probably go like Oh I woke up late today. I walked to the mrt and man, saw my train go off. Again! Met xx at xx and woah, had fun!

Hmm actually that's quite interesting to blog about. Okay okay fine, I admit I'm just lazy to blog everyday.

Anyway wassup with parents huh!

My parents suddenly want me to wash plus iron clothes, learn how to cook and help clean the house. I was like huh? What... Then what will my maid be doing!!? I'm also forced to sleep at 12 every night and wake up at 9am. That's impossible!

I don't understand why I had to do chores even though it's my holiday, I'm just not used to it. Anyway I already know how to do all those stuff, I really do know how to work the washing machine and iron!

Obviously I didn't do my chores well cause well, I don't want to do it at all. What if I chip my nails (OKAY I'M TOTALLY KIDDING)?

My parents came home, saw the quality of my work and totally flipped. Woah, for the first time in a very long time I got scolded harshly. Like BOOM (boom pow), and there was an explosion of words from my dad who said I was irresponsible and stuff. But after scolding me, my dad started talking.

He's told me that he's very worried for me. He doesn't want his daughter to enter someone else's family without knowing how to wash clothes. So actually, he's worried about me when I get married and wants me to be an awesome wife.

He doesn't like it that I sleep at 3 and wake up in the afternoon cause he thinks it'll totally mess up my body. That's why he forces me to wake up at 9. So actually, my parents do care about me. A lot.

Thank God for my parents :)

Even at this age, it's heartwarming to know that my parents care to this extreme. It doesn't matter if I'm 5 or 50, my dad always tells me that he'll be looking after me. I can even proudly say I'm his favourite child. And the best is this, I feel Daddy God loving me through my earthly father :)

Thank God I didn't argue with my parents about this, if not my dad wouldn't have talked to me and we'll just be arguing and arguing. Communication is really important!

Miscommunication = misunderstandings = Boom!

Pray for wisdom to communicate with your parents Doesn't matter if you're young or old, wisdom from God is ageless, limitless and powerful :)

So yeah, wassup with parents huh! They're so awesome! And they love us :D

I heard that a child can never comprehend completely how much his parents love him. But that's only because a child can never love his parents more than how much his parents love him.

Anyway I found a job already! As a childcare teacher :D Looking forward to work tomorrow, I love my adorable kids man~

Check back on my blog one month later yeah (when I have a memorable event to blog about)! :D

2011-01-04T18:13:00.000-08:00

Watched this korean drama the other day about this girl who likes this handsome, super smart and rich guy.

Gosh I am so angry at the show!

The guy is so handsome and such a genius, but he's such an arrogant snob. And the girl likes him so much that she follows him everywhere. I feel like slapping the guy and shaking the girl. Wake up wake up, see his character beyond his looks damnit!

He keeps playing her heart with signs to show that he likes her, then suddenly becomes mean and ignores her. He's really quite mean to her! And she continues to stick with him.

I keep thinking that the show is trying to portray that girl as annoying and sorry about this, stupid, for allowing herself to settle for such a guy who doesn't even cherish her. Oh well :(

Haha I totally stopped watching the show and I'm never going to complete the series! Yay! I believe a girl's heart matters more than anything else in creation, it's not created for boys to play with like what the show portrays.

There are guys out there who value and respect women for who they are, who protect women instead of hurting them. So girls, don't settle for anyone less than that. Don't have the mentality that if I don't accept this guy no one else will accept me.

Daddy God takes care of you, you are His princess. He only gives the best to His beloved. You can leave even this to Him :)

Your heart, whatever is important to you, matters to Him.

George Macdonald once wrote something amazing. We all know that there's a place in our hearts that only God can fill, nothing else can satisfy our hearts like how Daddy God can.

However, do you know that there's a place in God's heart that only you can fill? No one, nothing else, only you, the sole individual, can fill and complete the Almighty's heart. How awesome is that right :)

Anyway I have a book to recommend! Captivating by John and Stasi Eldredge. The book is awesome :)

Going for a job interview tomorrow! Gonna be a clinic assistant ;)

2010-12-28T22:56:00.000-08:00

If you're having a hard time now, fret not. Instead, take heart.

The devil attacks you because he sees who you are in Christ and knows your position in God's heart. The stupid one knows how mighty you can be in the future, he knows how the Lord will truly bless you to be a great man or woman in God's kingdom. He realises that you will soon become a big threat to him.

And he is afraid. So afraid of the might God placed in you.

So fear not! The stupid one is the one who's already quaking in fear. Try as he might to destroy you but we know, God always wins.

Daddy God's plans will always stand, His promises are as pure as silver refined in a furnace, His faithfulness is as true as the mountains He created.

Daddy God is powerful, way more powerful. And He will see that you will become the mighty child of His that He has always planned for you to be.

Grace placed that Godly might in you, grace will see through the manifestation of that might.

For you are Daddy God's precious, always and forever :)

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2010-12-15T03:14:00.000-08:00

Look at the grass! So green and luscious and fresh and yummy and - chomp, chomp, chomp!

I remember my father bought a kite for my family in September. My youngest bro loved it man! It looked quite weird really, made of a thin plastic sheet and a wooden stick.

My father brought our family out to fly the kite and guess what? :D

I BROKE THE POOR KITE! (I broke it! I can't believe it, I broke it!?) D:

Wanting to toss it into the air, I pulled the kite against the direction of the wind and the wooden support snapped. Like PIAK and the kite died in my hands :(

Dad holding the ball of string: Did the kite just break?
Me: It... It broke!

The best thing was that my father didn't even blame me for it :) Not even a haiyo or a see lah which my brother kept repeating to me again and again.

He just kept telling my youngest brother not to worry and that he'll definitely buy a new kite for us all again. He didn't even mention ~~what~~ who broke the kite, not once.

Thank God for such a forgiving father who favours and loves me so much, I really appreciate him :)

It's 3 am and I'm still not sleeping!

2010-12-08T22:12:00.000-08:00

A city dog, upon being released from its lease, sprints and goes out of control while searching for the best spot to mark its territory.

A country dog, has vast plains and valleys laid before it for all the running and sprinting it can do. Yet, it chooses to lie faithfully by a man on a rocking chair reading a bible-its best friend.

Pastor Prince shared this scenario once and it really stayed with me, it's so sweet :)

I don't remember why he shared it but all I know is the moment I invited my best friend Jesus into my heart, my life since has never went out of control. He takes good care of us :)

Anyway, instead of coming up with a list of to-dos-after-As, I have a list of the places I want to go! :D

1. ISRAEL!
I want to experience the land that Jesus walked myself! Not because His spirit will be there or anything haha, He's here in my heart, but just that I want to experience what He experienced.

I want to meet Israelis too! How awesome would it be to have a friend from Israel! Not forgetting the food-St Peter's fish, unleavened bread and stuff-I want to eat them all ;D

2. Egypt
Yinlin I wana go Egypt too! I remember from neopets that food from desert areas consists of this main ingredient-sand. Sand bread, sand burger, sand whatever for sale~ -.-

No wonder I kinda have a warped idea of how food in Egypt is like haha! Want to go there to check it out :)

And of course the pyra-- I mean mummies! I want to see mummies! Not really interested in the pyramids.

3. The residential area above Yew Tee Point
Above Yew Tee Point shopping centre there's this condominium unit that looks really cool, I have always wanted to go check it out but the security guards look scary. Once I told my mum about my plan to get up there ;)

Me: Mum I think I'm going to wander around the entrance to the condo till a girl my age comes out. Then I'm going to make friends with her! And then I'll convince her to bring me up to the condo area for a tour! :D

Mum: You're crazy!

Haha it was meant as a joke, I'll never do that. But it'll be nice to check the place out :)

4. Museums of any sort
I have always been interested in history. Nature too! I love Nat Geo Wild and animal planet(just a random insertion)!

Oh oh now that I mention it, you guys HAVE to check out this documentary called Great Migrations. It is awesome!

Awesome footage, awesome concept, awesome animals :)

Narrated by Alec Baldwin, National Geographic Channel’s (NGC) Great Migrations is a documentary on a global initiative in National Geographic Society’s storied 122-year history.

Shot in 20 countries for over 2 years, Great Migrations is a global programming event that takes viewers around the world on the arduous journeys millions of animals undertake to ensure the survival of their species.

The trailer is so good, and it's only the trailer!

Cool eh? :)

Anyways back to museums, I'm just interested in the things and materials from the past :)

5.
I wanted to put a place from my childhood at #5, but the thing about Singapore is that we demolish everything that's old.

My kindergarten has been demolished to build Ten Mile Junction, my childhood playground is replaced with an all plastic ~~thing~~ playground. So I don't really have anywhere to go to reminiscence my childhood :/

Well that's it! Watch Great Migrations alright :)

2010-12-04T02:01:00.000-08:00

Just watched The Lion King just now. I remember I used to cry whenever Mufasa the King died. This time, it was the part where Mufasa reinforced Simba's identity as his son, the true heir and King :)

Sorry it's kind of blocked out, view it at full screen yeah! Check this out:

What struck me most was the part when Mufasa said, "You are my son, and the one true King."

It straightaway reminded me of how my Father in heaven once told me, I am His daughter, a princess, a King in His kingdom. Oh how awesome is that! How so so very awesome. I am the daughter of the King of all Kings, the Lord of all Lords, the Greatest in the entire universe. ♥

I am His daughter, my heart is truly so satisfied.

Thank You Jesus for giving me this identity :)

What would you give to have your heart filled with love from the Father in heaven, a love that casts out all loneliness and fears hiding in your heart?

I gave nothing, the Father in heaven is the One who gave me everything. Would you like to join me? :)

♫ Let's bask in His love people! Woohoo! ♪

Gonna come up with a list of what I want to do during my 8 month break :)

2010-12-02T05:55:00.000-08:00

Yeap A Levels are over :)

Have seen a lot of it's over it's over it's over!!! posts all over my news feed, but it hasn't really sank in for me yet. Slap me slap me! Wake up to reality mindy! :/
p.s. that comment has no relation whatsoever to the size of my usually non-sleepy eyes.

Watched Rapunzel the movie with the babes in my caregroup today and I gotta say, it's quite good! Surprisingly. But I got to give it some credit, it made me laugh a whole lot :)

I thought that thing on her head was a frog. It's not!

The funniest part? Prince charming was dying, Rapunzel was crying her heart out. Suddenly her tears caused a miracle healing in the guy. And the audience burst out laughing! I was like what..? Are we watching the same movie?

I ended up laughing with them, not because that scene was funny but because it was all so erm, weird. Hahaha..huh? Er ah haha..haha..haha? LOL.

Haha I don't know if you guys understand what I'm saying!

Thanks babes for such an awesome girl's outing, you guys are such a blessing to me. The words that you have all shared shall be kept close to my heart :)
The rest of this week shall be so blessed and favoured, full of rest and shalom. Amen :)

Can't wait for arrow service this saturday to receive more of the Word, life and love into my heart :)

2010-11-19T01:11:00.000-08:00

My blog's not dead!

I promise I'll blog real soon. In fact, I'll blog the first thing I reach home on the 2nd of December. How soon is that! :D

I actually miss blogging, kept thinking about it during my As. And shopping and dancing and running(!) and movies and...

:)

2010-04-27T22:03:00.000-07:00

Condemnations.

I feel so condemned right now. I feel so bad and so guilty that I just got to like, confess or something. Okay I confess, I overslept today and missed school! First time this has ever happened in my entire life man, I have never skipped school due to oversleeping before. Woke up and I was like woah, what do I do now, what do I do now?? :(

Should I just go to school and be late or should I just skip school and give a parents letter? I can't be late, my conduct grade will be affected. I can't give a parent's letter too because my teacher says too many a letter will affect my conduct grade. So what, an MC? Where on earth am I supposed to get an MC when I'm completely fine? :(

So I decided to worry about that later and went to school in the afternoon for my chinese lesson. My chinese teacher is very scary, or at least only I think so, so I can't afford to miss her lessons. Long story. And would you believe it as I was walking to the class I saw my form teacher! Woah good game man. He asked my why he didn't see me in school in the morning and, and...I lied! Oh my gosh condemnation settling in.

I told him I wasn't feeling well and even blurted out that I was giving him an MC tomorrow! I don't even know how I'm going to get one! Wow nice one, using self effort to save my own skin = more trouble for me.

Anyway, I had the longest, most boring, and awkward 2 hours of chinese lessons ever. Left immediately after that on my quest for an MC. And as I entered my family clinic, I, I... I lied again! To the nurses/cashiers who knew me I said I was there to get an MC because I wasn't feeling well. :( They said I had to see the doctor first.

Went into the room and I lied, again. Told the doctor I was having monthly cramps and I needed an MC for today. The doc was some newbie who was charging his iphone while consulting. Anyway I told him I had cramps, he asked me many many questions and I totally lied through my teeth for all! Argh!

Doc: So you say you don't want any medication?
Me: Yeah there's no need.
Doc: And you only need an MC for today?
Me: Er yeah..
Doc: ( Seeing me in uniform) Did you go to school today?
Me: Er yeah I did but for half of the day only, I left because the pain was very bad. ( I cannot believe myself!)
Doc: (looks at my skeptically) Hmm..okay.. Rest well.

Felt like a boulder was on my shoulders as I left the room. Best part: he charged me 18 (18! 18!!) dollars for consultation! He didn't even give me any medication nor advice (except rest well) nor whatever and I'm paying him 18dollars! Gahh I cannot believe this.

Just the other day my mum was telling me how hard it was for her to earn money and was asking me not to spend her hard-earned cash like nobody's business. And here I am today throwing 18 buckaroos down the drain of consultation. Nearly cried while walking home, really felt so condemned cause I've let my mum down. You know, the pain in your heart when like argh, this kind of things happens...

Man it's so weird that how a small thing like this can make one feel so bad. Totally feel as though I'm not worth to be a daughter of God anymore, I'm not worth all the love and blessings that He showers down on me everyday.

And yet, Jesus tells me it's not what I've done that has proven my worth (or worthlessness) , it's because of His love for me that causes me to be worth so much to Him. Wow, I'm just a girl on earth and I'm worth so much to God.

Oh man how can this be, Jesus you are really so awesome. I am so undeserving but yet You rain Your grace on me, and Your grace will bring me to a higher level too so I will never do this ever again. Amazing Grace, truly. I'll never throw away this identity I have in You Jesus, I'll always choose to be a beloved daughter of God.

I can sing in the troubled times,
Sing when I win.
I can sing when I lose my step
And fall down again.
I can sing 'cause You pick me up
Sing 'cause You're there,
I can sing 'cause You hear me, Lord
When I call to You in prayer.

It always gets better when I bring Jesus into the situation. :) Every time the devil throws lemons at me, God will turn them into lemonade for me. Haha! Oh btw I just found out that esplanade is pronounced as es-pla-naid but promenade station is pronounced as pro-me-nahd. Funny! So how do you pronounce lemonade?

p.s. No more condemnations, because Jesus is here. He will restore everything for me. :)

2010-04-16T22:25:00.000-07:00

Our God is the God of miracles! The victory is truly ours. :)

2010-03-23T00:05:00.000-07:00

Just found out that my last post was my 100th post. Lol not that it matters to me.

You know there are days where everything turns out wrong but in the end everything turns out soo good? Yeah I'm having one of those days!

Suddenly a whole lot of work piles atop me and like woah, I'm suffocating. And just as suddenly as it comes, everything gets settled by itself! Don't really know how to explain but I kept going thank God throughout the day because everything really turned out in my favour, so blessed! Truly thank God. :)

Is there something wrong with my English? I feel as though somewhere in my sentences I'm grammatically/ structurally wrong. :/

Okay that aside, I found out that I really like to stare. Not stare stare like those gawking stares, but just like admiring at something for a long time. :)

Especially pretty people, girls/guys alike. I'll unknowingly admire their pretty features, God's creation. So if you find me staring at you, it just means I'm admiring the way you look, you don't have anything on your face. Yay! Just to get this off my chest, I'm not weird. :)

Yup that's it, thank You Daddy God for this wonderful day!

2010-03-18T02:07:00.000-07:00

Just read my previous post. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! ME AND MY IMAGINATION!

Yup I'm updating, so stop asking Jesus to raise it from the dead! Just want to complain about the fact that this march holiday is no holiday at all, I have cca every single day of the week. Actually every cca is like that, so I'm complaining on behalf of all j2s! To whoever MOE person who's reading my blog, stop the homework and cca all-at-one-go attack thing!

I need time to sleep and slack and blog for people like siying.

Anyway I'm really thankful to all ccas who were willing to share the hall with us, esp wushu and table tennis, we really appreciate it. :) Oh badminton too (but they always suffocate us by switching off the fans of the hall).

Finishing To Kill a Mockingbird soon, haven't read a book that keeps me interested like this in a long time. I tried searching for good books in my school library once but it was all non-fiction, scientific books.

Then all of a sudden, in the midst of all the encyclopedias, I saw the twilight series wedged in the shelves! Haha so funny! I literally pointed at the books and laughed with my friends. Tsk of all the books..

Btw, happy birthday yanping! It's really sad that my camp fell on your birthday, we celebrate on saturday? Before arrow. :)

We'll go eat wherever you want to go whoo! Oh and I'm glad you enjoyed the cake, siying and I endured alot of scoldings from yinlin to get the baking right. Haha!

I want to learn this dance! So cool, I refuse to shrink it! :D

2010-02-02T21:14:00.000-08:00

Woah woah woah I had the coolest dream last night! I dreamt that I was some secret agent and I had 2 partners! One girl and one guy, but the girl didn't appear much in my dream.

It's so cool! Started with the 3 of us somehow having to break into the president's office and we somehow managed to do it. The president's office in my dream is a great white vault by the way.

Someone found out that we were trying to break into the office and tried to shut the door before we entered but woahohoh we did some somersault thing and managed to enter the vault just before the heavy door shut on us!

Then we did our stuff and escaped from the vault via an open window(?) with a green rope(?) we found on the bed(??).

Okay okay here's the coolest part. We were suddenly in our car with someone chasing us. The masks we had on disappeared and I suddenly noticed that my guy partner who's driving was really good looking haha!

Driving down the busy expressway, my good looking guy partner looked like Jay Chou from Initial D, minus Jay Chou's face, with all the dodging and skiing and one-hand-driving stuff. And guess what, he was driving us against the direction of the cars of the expressway! How cool is that!

And then, and then er, oh! I saw the face of our chaser in my dream. He looked like the Grinch without the green hair.

All we could hear was the screeching of car tyres and the thumping of our hearts. To the average eye, the scene was lucidly chaotic; to our veteran eyes, the scene contains nothing but the evidence of a skilled and precise getaway.

Eluding the incoming cars was one thing, leaving the cars that passed us disorientated and coming to a halt is another thing. This provided us with an edge over the Grinch.

" Darn you're good", snarled the Grinch.

I looked up from my gadget to my partner.

" We're losing him", I said. The subtle nod aside, my partner was entirely focused on the road.

Glancing out at the cars racing pass in the opposite direction, I can't help but admit it. I have a really cool partner. With one hand on the wheel and one on the gears, complete with sharp eyes, he looks like he has it all under control.

" Screech--!"

The violent swerve knocked me out of my admiration. What, we're changing our course? That smirk and that expression in his eyes- he has a plan.

The extreme amount of cars and their intense speed, it looks like we're not approaching just any road, we're entering the city's main highway. Our car slows down as I noticed the Grinch catching up on us.

Anyway long story short we managed to trick the Grinch and he was lost in the expressway with a "Nooooo-" fading out exclamation. Then randomly, out of the blue, unexpectedly, I, I, I...I woke up.

Just like how one watched an action film, that was how I viewed my dream-like a movie. Just that I was the super-cool (second) main lead whoo! My good looking partner was the main lead, I kept seeing his face!

Cool dream right! :)

2009-12-21T04:28:00.000-08:00

I remember a time when I used to wonder what on earth is life all about. All about studying, working then dying?

I remember a time I used to sit in my father's car when returning home late in the night. My mum and dad sitting in the front, my brother beside me. And I would look up to the dark, dark night and cry silently. It'll all end one day, I told myself. And where will each of my family be? Where will I be? Wondering, wandering, alone. I hated this despair.

I remember I used to look out of my window to the world outside and wonder, who am I? Why am I here?

One word to describe all these-lost. I was so lost in a world in a world I do not know or understand.

I remember a time when I was chained by superstition and myths. Don't step on books or I'll fail my exams, not to cut my nails at night or I'll shorten my parent's lives, I must do this or follow that so that I can be blessed and what not. Held as a prisoner to these lies, where fear was what kept me chained to them.

Looking back now, I'm so angry at the fact that I wasted time and energy trying to follow the lies, so angry I was controlled by fear.

One thing I lack-freedom. Freedom from fear, worry, depression. Well, the chains are broken; I'm free now.

I remember the times when I was all alone thinking, no one understands me. What the heck, no one even loves me. Everyone seems to have gone through this before. But I felt an empty feeling in me, like there's no meaning in my life, like there's something missing in my heart.

One thing I needed-love. Not a love like what the world gives, where love came with hurt, deceit and unfaithfulness. Where to find love so pure and holy?

Then I was shown of a love like no other. God Almighty came down on Christmas night to the sinful world we live in.

He came to find my soul, broke my chains, told me who I was to Him and carried me into His arms.

Now I know what my life is for, the meaning of my life, for He told me personally.

Now I know of a hope that there will not be an end, in fact I look forward to going home to heaven after leaving this world. Finally. :)

Now I am free from all lies of the world, for I have someone so powerful and mighty looking after me. What can make me fear?

Now I know of a love that the world doesn't. A love...that cannot be explained. It is so personal to me.

Now I know who I am- a daughter of the Most High, His beloved child. The devil cannot even touch me.

He came down on Christmas to give me all these and more, and whatever He has given to me, He's waiting to give to you. He won't push, won't rush, but He'll wait for you. Waiting for the day that you'll receive from Him.

The true meaning of Christmas- Jesus.

Merry Christmas.

Enjoy Christmas with your loved ones yeah! Whoo CHRISTMAS! :D

2009-12-15T02:20:00.000-08:00

This whole week has been such a blessed week for me! Although it's only like the very start of wednesday.

Monday, monday, oh oh! We had a complementary badminton coach when we played badminton on monday, how cool is that! Met up with Joshua(ong) and yinlin to play badminton and all of a sudden this guy looking like some 黑社会老大 came into the court and played doubles with us.

While playing, he kept advising us on what to do and stuff with alot of patience. In the end, he ended up coaching us in detail and even asked us to have a friendly run when we lost a match, like a real training session!

HAHA this is so funny! I was asking yanping to type out the chinese characters for me on msn so I can blog, then she forgot to change the language back to english!

♥ yan piпg- says (1:09 AM):
u体育pefo妇女内衣我入党算？

HAHA! 妇女内衣我入!! It literally means I'm going into some woman's underwear. Funnyyyyyy!

Anyways, back to the badminton playing gang-leader-lookalike. He has tattoos down his arm and looks super buff but I tell you, he's the most patient and encouraging coach I have ever met! Wow it was a really enjoyable badminton session with him, I learnt so much. :)

How blessed is that right, God placed us at the right place at the right time. Too bad we didn't take a picture with him. :/

Tuesday, tuesday. Yinlin and I needed to choreograph a dance for my caregroup in church. Was quite worried about how we're going to go about doing it at first but then somehow, we managed to do up the whole dance in like 2 hours! Girls and guys part too! Ahaha blessed with erm, ideas. :) And by investing time to serve God, He's going to bless us with double portion of time!

Was sharing with my caregroup the other day about how life this year has been for me. Seriously this year has been such a blessed, blessed, blessed year. Every day, in everything that I do, I can see God's footsteps in my life guiding me, leading me. That is the ultimate blessing in my life and from there, all the other awesome blessings come along. :)

God Almighty Himself taking me by my hand and guiding me to the best pathway of my life, giving me the best that life can offer and yet, who am I do deserve such awesome love? Haha that's a question I ask myself often.

To the world I am nothing, yet to the most powerful Being in the universe, I am everything to Him. I want to remain in this love forever.

I'm alive in You Jesus. ♥

Here's a posting I found: :)

I was on a plane yesterday flying to Florida. Behind me sat a father with his two small children. The boy seemed excited to be on the plane and kept looking out the window. He would tell everyone to “look how high we are” and “now were turning.” Being a former “white-knuckled” flier myself, I am sure that his announcements didn’t sit too well with some of the people on the plane who just wanted the ride over with and to be back on solid ground again.

But as he made his announcements, his sister just sat between him and her father and never said a word.

I started to fall asleep when I heard this little voice from behind me say “Dad, I’m scared.” Her father told her that there was nothing to be scared about.

She was quiet for another minute or two and then she said again “but Dad I’m scared.”

Then in this meek little voice, in which you could hear her anxiety, she both said and asked at the same time “Daddy? Hold my hand?”

How many times have we been in the same position as this little girl? It doesn’t have to be a plane ride that we are scared or worried about. We can be scared or worried about anything at any time; nonetheless, we all have times when we have that little voice inside of us that would like to say “Hold my hand.”

We may no longer have our parents to hold our hands when we are scared. We may now be the person that is asked to hold someone’s hand to comfort them. We may need to be strong for others.

No matter how strong we are in our effort to comfort others, there are times when the scared child lives inside of us.

In those times who do WE, the strong ones, turn to for our comfort?

We turn to God.

God’s own words tell us::

“For I am the LORD, your God, who takes hold of your right hand and says to you, Do not fear; I will help you.” Isaiah 41:13

God wants to hold our hand and comfort us. All we need to do is ask for His comfort and then take His hand.

When we got off the plane in Florida, I saw the little girl reach up and take her fathers hand again. This time not for comfort but, rather, as an unspoken “Thank you daddy. I love you.”

2009-12-09T03:45:00.000-08:00

I LOVE MY WEIRDO BAYBEHS (-1)!

Just finished the outreach, homecoming and my dance camp. Don't mind dying now to get my new bodyyyy!

I just wana say, I love my dancers! Be it AJ dancers or my secondary school dance mates, I love you guys ttm! You guys make me rofl all the time!

And I'm going to play bball with my cg mates tomorrow whoo! How is that possible when I have a repelling force with basketballs, literally. Gg man. It's for the people, I'm going for the peeps man! :D

HAHA check out my abbreviations! Gg- good game, ttm- to the max, rofl- roll on the floor laughing, ttyl- talk to you later! Kudos to aj for spicing up my language. :D

I miss my baybehs, I miss my cg, I miss aj (wow), I miss arrow, I miss new creation. Thank You Daddy for filling up my life with so much blessings!

Ttyl ttyl ttyl ttyl ttyl!

2009-11-18T23:03:00.000-08:00

Come on, let's sing and dance!
For the joy of God in us is just so indescribable. :)

After promos- window shopping with siying. I like that. :) Went with her to the bus interchange's information counter to find her missing phone today.

We sat at a bench to pray that she'll be able to find her phone there before we went up to the counter.

While we prayed, something stirred in me, comfort came upon me. It's all going to be good, I felt those words arise from within me. I knew it then and there that God was listening to my every word of prayer and He has answered it already.

There's my hope, not in a person to find and report the missing phone, not in the woman at the counter, but in God.

We went up to the woman to ask.

"I'm sorry, don't have."

Woah those simple words could have easily crushed the hope I had in me but no, my hope stayed, my hope increased. I clung on to the words that arose from before, it's all going to be good. Those words must have been from God, deep down inside giving me the supreme hope that my prayers were answered.

It's all going to be good, that means that God is going to take care of the problem, it's already in His hands. And and He's going to cause all things to work out for siying's good in the end. Yes, it's all going to be good. :)

Even siying was full of hope, saying that God will bless her with a much better phone or that God has prevented her from hearing bad news via her phone hahaha! :D

Such awesome hope can only come from God, who in the right mind would think of the good things that will occur after losing something important? Only a hopeful child of God. :)

How cool is that, my God works in such awesome ways. Not just a dead yes or no, but hope. He gives us the hope and security that we can always trust in Him for everything, because He never ignores even a simple, subtle prayer.

The best thing is, He will never ever crush the hope that His children have in Him, His love will never fail us. I love You Daddy God, You are my strong tower. :)

Let's just wait, it's all going to be good in the end. :)

2009-11-17T19:26:00.000-08:00

Didn't know they grew sunflowers under my block. :) So pretty, but the picture doesn't show much.

I just realised I don't blog about all the important stuff that are going on in my life, instead I blog about (mostly) nonsense. D: Why is this so? Hmm I wonder too.

See that's nonsense too.

I guess I just have too much, way too much stuff and emotions going on. Don't worry most are good. :D To really sit down to slowly pour out my life would be really taxing. Basically I'm just lazy.

But my craps are good right! HAHA! :)

One thing that I'll always be enthusiastic to tell everyone though, that is God really loves you and me. Woohoo!
This good news would be something that I don't mind sharing again and again, it's such an awesome news to know that the most powerful being ever dotes on you. :) Come on and join me to be a beloved of God! :D

I love You Daddy God. :)

2009-11-16T22:04:00.000-08:00

Check out G-Dragon dance! :D

Woohoo!

2009-11-12T00:50:00.000-08:00

Woah what a day. Dance can be so tough. No, it's tough being a dancer. Versatility, discipline, strength, spontaneity, endurance. Phew just the way I like it. I'm so going to rake the fridge for my dinner later. ( I'm so going to swensons!) Random.

Just having this awesomely weird feeling of disconnectedness, literally. I'm guessing, you don't understand a single thing I'm saying right! I don't even know what I'm saying. -.-

Putting emotions and feelings to words-hard.

Hungry, blur, blank, knots, dread, ache, drowsy, setbacks, inferior, prayer, reliance, rest.

Nonsense post, just needed to spill something out.

2009-11-10T23:13:00.000-08:00

Silly Sarcasms.

Went to new creation to serve with siying today. We're always buying yami yogurt before going there till now, our loyalty card is almost filled up! Whoo 2 stamps out of 12!

Remembered my essay which I wrote for my promos. I wrote this sentence which was meant to be sarcastic, hoping the teacher will be humored by my wit. :D Fat hope, the teacher thought I lacked common sense. -.-

ME: An apple a day keeps the doctor away. Judging by the rise in obesity numbers and the increase in health-related diseases, I'm sure people have been keeping this mantra in mind!
Psychic TEACHER: Are you sure??

And I still thought wow what a great intro, what a great essay! Double -.- !

Wow! :D

Wa that's really blur!

We're trying to clean the wall, we're trying to smell the wall, we're trying to be spiderman! Actually we're just plastered against the wall. Can't tell right!

Life is crazy. With God, life is awesomely crazy. :)

2009-11-08T21:54:00.000-08:00

It's hard to bring people to Christ.

But God is not giving up, so I'm not giving up too.

Daddy God, give me strength, give me courage, give me influence, give me wisdom, all for Your glory. It's hard, but not impossible. Your lost children will experience Your awesome love for them, Your lost children for come back home to You soon. :)

Let's wait patiently. :)

2009-11-08T03:45:00.000-08:00

IT'S OP TOMORROW!

And I've still yet to master my presentation stuff. Too slack, I'm way too slack. This is still an A level subject okay! :(

I repent, His grace comes.

Oh oh and I found out that GD is a Christian, now it becomes more personal, he's my brother in Christ! What a bonus! HAHA! I'm so desperate to have anything to do with him. Ahw so annoying.

Loving God, thinking of GDragon. x)

2009-11-07T11:17:00.000-08:00

Woah Woah Woah I'M HAVING A MAJOR CRUSH ON G-DRAGON! Darn that young girl infatuation thing! I'm seriously in~~fatuated~~ love! xD

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2009-11-07T05:48:00.000-08:00

It's much better with this larger font right? :D Haha should have changed the font size from the start.

Going to bring my dear granny to new creation tomorrow. First time doing this so I don't really know what the result will be but hey, let's just trust in God yeah? :)

Was talking to siying the other day about our dreams for the future. We are going to set up a Christian radio station when we grow up! Cool right! She'll be your DJ for the chinese sessions while I shall be your DJ for the english one haha! That's quite a big dream with much to do, but I'm sure God will help us with it. :)

Individually, I'm going to be a doctor while Siying's going to be a councellor for kids. :) We may not know what we have to go through to accomplish our dreams, but we do know that God will be walking with us through it. That's all we need to know. Looking forward to a bright future ahead, a future decided by a loving God. ^^

What's your dream? :)

2009-11-01T20:18:00.000-08:00

I have nothing to blog about.

Maybe I should just delete this blog. Maybe not.

2009-10-27T01:07:00.000-07:00

Oh baybeh I'm so glad you're free free free from him! You no longer have to tolerate whatever crap he gives whoo!

And what's best, God will remove all the past hurt and pain that he has caused you, yeah bring that dude to God! Woohoo I'm so happy for you! Though I'm still so very mad at that dude, I'll trust in God like you to allow me to forgive in faith. :)

Baybeh when you told me about how joyful and free you were when I was walking you to the mrt station, I could so feel the love of God surround me like a shield. I caught your joy and peace and I just don't know whether to dance in celebration or shed tears of joy! Your joy is our joy sister. :)

You will soar like an eagle, Christ will soar with you over the storm. :)

2009-10-24T21:10:00.000-07:00

Thank God this blogskin can be used, the previous one was quite screwed.

What can I do, feel quite suffocated by the fact that I cannot do or say anything to make you feel better, but I can so feel your hurt. I am so so angry, so very angry that you are made to feel this way. You deserve better, much better. :(

It's ok, God will heal you. He'll personally clean your wounds and remove your hurt with His love. Just like the video, He's stepping in now.

Get ready to stand up again with God's strength, get ready to receive the much more that He's going to pour onto your life.Don't feel condemned anymore, don't feel inferior anymore, you'll always be our beloved sister in Christ, a beloved child of God. That will never change. :)

Stay strong baybeh.

JustinLowery.com

I know you'll understand this. :)

2009-10-22T00:06:00.000-07:00

How awesome is that video. Yeah I cried too. :)

The Lord leads me along His paths of righteousness, He leads me along the right paths to bring glory to His name. The Lord guides me in all that I do, He shows me the way to live, He gives all the meaning to my life. I have all the reason to live, my life is so meaningful! It's because it's Jesus I'm living for. :)

JC life is like a mega rollar-coaster. What a crazy ride I've had this year. So many times during the tough moments of this year I doubted and pushed God one side. Though I've been unfaithful, God cannot deny who He is, a faithful loving Daddy God. Anyone who trusts in Him will never be disgraced. Woohoo! I'm so happy that God loves me God loves me God loves me!

And I got promoted! I did well beyond the criteria for promotion too, how great is God!

And and and, God has so blessed me this year with an awesome awesome awesome class! Every single event, every single crisis, every single outing we had only showed how bonded our class was. I love you 20/09. :)

Wasn't very good at volleyball when I played with my classmates but woah, my beloved classmates just kept cheering me on, kept encouraging me, kept passing the ball to me though they knew I will cause them to lose, never leaving me out of the game. Went to one of my classmate's house today with a bunch of friends and I fell asleep there. They even covered a blanket for me when I was fast asleep! :)))))
Even the guys in my class are so awesome. Was about to have lunch alone when they decided to have lunch with me instead of going off with the other friends. Even the sleepover our class had was awesome, I truly felt as though I belonged to one big happy family.

These little things really touch my heart 20/09 and I am so so thankful to be in this class. We truly care for each and every one of us, no one gets left behind. Woah man, my clique is the whole class! Aww I really love you guys. Thank God for placing me in such a blessed class, you guys are really such a blessing to me.

20, that's my class! 20/09. :)

This post is specially dedicated to my beloved 20/09 and to my darling Daddy God who brought my class to me, who has truly given me the best in life. What a cheesy post but haha, I don't care. I really love you guys and I really feel so loved right now.

I dare you to find out just how much Jesus loves you today. :)

2009-10-15T11:26:00.000-07:00

Cool right!

So cool! It was so close to me, the picture shrunk its actual size.

Linus before.

Linus after.
LOL

Went ecp with my class and took the aeroplane pictures. Cycled so much till my butt hurts. :( But I enjoyed myself so much, so blessed to have my class! All pictures on facebook, go check them out! :D

2009-10-10T22:12:00.000-07:00

Woohoo went to sentosa with my class yesterday, IT WAS SO FUN! And I didn't get a tan, yay! That's cause I piled on sunblock and was under a shade the whole time. Played volleyball, captain's ball, frisbee and swam, woah I had the time of my life. :DDD

And I had dance today at new creation church! Did the only genres I can do, contemp and hiphop, and I had a blast too! I even went shopping with yanping after that! HAHA! So enjoying myself ttm!

JOY JOY JOY, THANK YOU DADDY GOD!

Feel like I'm shouting throughout my entire post, BUT I LIKE IT! Getting high at 10 pm! :DDDDD

2009-10-09T00:13:00.000-07:00

What does it take to be a leader?
What does it take to lead the lost, what does it take to lead Your people?
Teach me Lord, all for Your glory.
Amen.

2009-10-08T22:58:00.000-07:00

I'M BACK!

Oh I really like this blogskin. :)

Promos are over and woah, I've been blessed beyond measure! I was smoking through the first half of the year and within a few months before my promos, I managed to get all the information into my head!

Now that's quality time vs quantity of time, and God blessed me with both! How is it that I'm able to memorise all my information so quickly and have time to spare to spend with Him? Daddy God You are so awesome.

Now I'm suffering from some exam withdrawal symptom, keep having this feeling that I have to be studying, that I should be off this computer, that I should be doing something productive. HA! Hahaha! Whatever to you symptom!

Movies, food trail, storybooks, shopping, sleep, dance, dance, dance, here I come!

P.S. to all who're still having exams, be blessed beyond measure too. :)

Plus, MEET THE ROBINSONS. The most awesome show EVER!

2009-07-29T23:21:00.000-07:00

Woke up on tuesday with a terrible sore throat while feeling slightly feverish. Went to school with siying all the same only to cab home with a mask on cause of my high temperature.
Anyways siying love is a choice, I truly believe that now. The decision lies in your free will.

Was taking the cab from my school in yio chu kang when I realised the driver went all the way to bishan and toa payoh to get to my home in choa chu kang. Thank God God's wisdom was on me and I immediately called my mum.
Turns out the driver truly was trying to cheat my money. -.-

I questioned him based on the road info my mum gave me and he went all panicky. With a quick and anxious 'sorry sorry sorry' the rest of the trip went along with an awkward silence. -.-

Was really pissed at first, then I got nauseous due to motion sickness and just couldn't care less anymore. At least he reduced the cost of my trip.

So now you know, don't sleep in a taxi!

You DON'T turn your steering wheel faster to drive faster. LOL.

2009-07-24T01:40:00.000-07:00

MAX YOUR COM'S VOLUME NOW!
I keep watching it again & again & again. The last part is so cool yeah?

You know what, I have dance this saturday till about 2pm.
Which means, I CAN'T GO FOR THE HILLSONG CONFERENCE. D':

Sorry baybehs I'll only join you all at night for the concert.

Also, I'm going to make a choice now, I'm going to stop blogging/ using the computer that regularly, until the end of my promos which is in 2-3 months time. The computer is too strong a temptation, have to stop now before regretting till I go nuts later.

Let my soul be at rest again, for the Lord has been good to me. -Psalm 116:6

I'm enjoying God's love so much, this blog doesn't even cover
1.0x10^-100000% of what my life is all about. Saturday, people!

2009-07-20T21:59:00.000-07:00

Woah check out my new playlist! So cool!
Kinda noob at doing stuff like that, but that was fun! (:

Ok study now.

With all sincerity, I have no idea what twitter's purpose is/ how to use it. :/

2009-07-19T18:19:00.000-07:00

So sweet.

I'm such a budding photographer eh? Haha. (:

Typed out a whole lot of stuff that I don't understand only to delete them again. Not ready to share with the world yet I guess. Just me, Jesus and my siblings in Christ. (:

I can say that I like sweet foodstuff though, random but I really like them. Oh and I like hilarious stuff, I love making people laugh.

I want to be a doctor when I grow up, and yet not those doctors that work in clinics but like a full time hospital doctor, to be more impactful.

In fact I want to do more than prescribe medication, I want to use my God given hands to heal. A surgeon of cardiology, yeah that's what I want to specialise in.

I want God to use me to do so much more, only because He can. To give God all the glory that my life can give, I want to live for Him.

And currently, I feel very sorry for all the stuff I did in the past to hurt anyone.
Just want them to know that from the bottom of my heart I'm truly so sorry. Yet being sorry doesn't seem enough.
I am sorry.

That's life. Interesting yeah?

Take a break, have a krabby patty. (:

2009-07-08T19:47:00.000-07:00

YES YES! I can finally post pictures! :D These photos are way overdue.

:) I really like this photo.
I was like let's do the fly pose, and everyone went to do the cheeze pose.

My adorable baybehs, one missing. :(

OUR MASTERPIECE! :D

It was so hilarious!
We were kind of mourning for linus while we buried him haha! Plus everytime he took a big breath the sand above him would crack and everyone would just scream at him. Linus stop breathing!

There's a video about the burial that's with linus , really got to watch it! Can laugh till the cows come home.

These are so overdue that I feel so outdated BUT, haha I don't know but what.

2009-07-06T19:05:00.000-07:00

I think we'll be watching the horror movie The Haunting in Connecticut on saturday, woohoo!

Everyone keeps telling me that its stupid to pay money to scare myself. HAHA! Sounds funny when they put it that way but I tell you, watching horror movies is so fun man. :D

Especially during the parts where you get an adrenaline rush. When I watch with my baybehs, we totally scream at each other!

I know what the problem is-surviving after the show. LOL. After watching Coming Soon, yeah the ghost's image does pop up in my head sometimes.

Then I compare it with Jesus residing in me and seriously, I can't help but laugh. I'll always see the ghost screaming and running away from me. SUPER funny!
Yay I love horror movies. (:

I TELL YOU, AJ's food is super terrible.
It's so bad, so so so bad that I eat it only because I have to keep myself alive.

Dreading lunch tomorrow.

2009-07-06T00:20:00.000-07:00

JASON DANCING TECHNO.

Have no idea why there's an extra photo under the video but, I see great potential!

My brothers are darn funny, the other one keeps telling me to be a man in some weird chinese accent. D= Damn funny, but super annoying.
'Be a man, do the right thing!' =.= Back to you clinton!

2009-07-05T01:05:00.000-07:00

AH I found out how to tag on my board already!

Click the type your message box, then the type your name box and lastly the message box again.

And you can start tagging! :DD

2009-07-05T00:33:00.000-07:00

Oh no I really cannot post any pictures, don't know what's wrong.

Anyways my primary 1 friend suddenly appeared from nowhere and added me on facebook. Then he posted our primary 1 photo and tagged everyone from my class! I was like WOAH man!

Woah woah woah I closed my eyes in that photo, freaking out now! Oh man oh man oh man. Now I'm starting to remember all the bad stuff I did during primary school. DDD:

AND!
While walking to church..
yanping: You know xxx very shuai leh!
me: EXCUSE ME??
Everyone: turns around to stare with a 'what's your prob' expression.

But I wasn't excusing-me to you people! They stared at me like I was some barbaric person rushing for the GSS. -.- Oh well at least I won't see those people again. Unless they're from ncc. Stop stop.

Anyways my that baybeh and I went for dare cause we couldn't make it for arrow. The service was awesome. :)

I've learnt one main point that is, as Christ is, so am I. Christ is righteous, so am I. Christ is holy, so am I. Christ is wise, so am I. As Christ is, so am I.
And that my friend, is a gift from God. :)

PLUS all my problems and circumstances, well God is greater than all those. And my Daddy God will settle them for me, I know He wouldn't want His beloved daughter to be troubled.
How that settles my heart. :) Feel so loved right now. :)))

Most of the sermon can be found on yanping's blog, together with Mr Gu Jun Pyo's picture. -.-
He's not that handsome really, only okay-okay ok. I've seen better. =D

Hey, get a new revelation of God's love for you yeah? You'll feel so happy you'll burst with joy. :)

2009-07-03T21:36:00.000-07:00

OH oh I just found out this blogskin changes my words to orange when I bold it, pink when I italic it and blue when I underline it. So interesting!

HAHAHA.

2009-07-03T21:30:00.000-07:00

I needed something bright.

I'm sure I'll change it again really soon. Hey there's something wrong, I can't post any pictures. D=

Okay I have to admit I didn't really study hard for the midyrs. I switch off the computer only to jump to my brother's psp. -.-

If chem, geog and chinese didn't kill me, math ultimately would. Stupid math. I hate you but I love you, why can't I get you man. Math is driving me nuts.

And dance!

Look at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JyP88-3hGeM.

Then check out http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8OWyzn0Knls.
THE SECOND ONE IS DARN FUNNY!

I tried to learn some steps and you know what, I can't even follow the steps from that damn slow version! Feel super noob. Let's just count on God yeah, haha!

Tomorrow is a new day. :)

2009-06-13T22:29:00.000-07:00

So you think you can dance. Watch how awesome the girl is, and the pretty boy too. :)
My eyes have been opened by Valerie. xD

I love my siblings in Christ. :)

2009-06-06T08:08:00.000-07:00

My favourite (imaginary) guy of all time.

I SURVIVED THE CAMP. :)

Praise God. The best and worst activity was our walk from ajc to east coast park by foot, at night. It takes about one and a half hour to get there by public transport? So you do the math. =D

So now I can proudly say you can go to almost all parts of Singapore by foot. LOL.

Shall blog again tomorrow, if I'm not lazy. :)

2009-05-28T23:22:00.000-07:00

WOAH long time since I blogged about my life. So many many many things happened, but I shall keep them in my head as memories. I love ~~good~~ memories. :)

I'M GOING FOR A 5 DAY CAMP NEXT WEEK!

It's from next monday to friday, so I can't contact anyone and I'll be cut off from civilisation. Basically, I'm going to be a caveman for 5 days straight. D=

The camp is going to be both mentally and physically challenging and honestly, I'm quite afraid I can't take it. But I want to go. And my holidays will be burned up to study for the mid-year exams which is right after the holidays.

I can't get math, I hate it when I cannot get the answer, I hate it when I don't understand, I hate doing worse than what I'm capable of. But I love this silly subject. You know the feeling of failing at something you like? Yeah I hate that too.

I feel so flustered so I pray. My prayer is swift and of words only, being only interested in getting the answer for my problem. The more I pray, the more I expect His answer and aid to come quickly. The more I look for His answer, the more I can't find it.

And I break down when I think He's not answering.

Silly, silly me. It took me some time to realise God does not move when there's need, He moves when there's faith. And my faith in Him comes when I realise just how much He loves me.

His love strengthens me and I rest in Him. His answer flows into me smoothly like a refreshing river, I don't even have to search for it. :)

This is what keeps me happy and strong despite my circumstances. On the exterior I may seem tired or troubled, but I'm so happy on the inside knowing that there's someone who's always there for me.

My awesome Comforter, You are stronger.

I cannot help but blog about this. Oh oh aren't spongebob and patrick just adorable?? Darn it they're just too cute. =D

Stephen Hillenburg is a GENIUS.

2009-05-20T20:36:00.000-07:00

You are stronger.

'I begged the LORD three times to take this problem away from me.
But He said to me," My grace is enough for you. When you are weak, my power is made perfect in you."
So I am very happy to brag about my weaknesses. Then Christ's power can live in me... Because when I am weak, then I am truly strong.'
-2 Corinthians 12:8-10.

God is an awesome gift giver, but we typically overlook (or reject) one of His most profound gifts: the gift of weakness.

It doesn't make sense to us that God's children are strongest in weakness, but it's just like God to flip our human thinking upside down.

When He lets us go through times of weakness, He's really giving us the opportunity to experience Him working in us. He's allowing us to soak up his peace and hope in ways we wouldn't naturally look for when life is running smoothly.

Think about it from God's perspective. We'd miss so much in our relationship with Him if we could make it in our own strength all the time.

We might never develop the the spiritual depth that comes only when we realize our need for Him. And we might never understand the pain others go through.

When you're committed to growing closer to your Daddy God, those times of weakness are your gain, not your loss. Weakness becomes a treasure for people who see it through God's eyes.

"God will strengthen you with His own great power so that you will not give up when troubles come, but you will be patient." -Colossians 1:11. :)

I know our Daddy God will make everything beautiful in His time. Stay strong, my siblings in Christ! :)

Woohoo! My napha test is OVER! =D

2009-05-09T22:53:00.000-07:00

Everyone keeps telling me I look like I want to sleep, when actually I feel like that.

Anyways, I'm sorry yinlin. :(
Don't go kfc okay! :)

2009-04-26T16:30:00.000-07:00

HILLSONG UNITED- TO KNOW YOUR NAME

What awesome worship. :)
When we raise our hands to worship, we magnify God and lift our praises to Him; when we raise our hands to worship, we surrender to God. <3

Here's a story from my cg mate, Joshua's blog. :)

A man went to a barbershop to have his hair cut and his beard trimmed.
As the barber started to work, they began to have a good conversation. They talked about so many things on various subjects.

When they eventually touched on the subject of God, the barber said: "I don't believe that God exists."

"Why do you say that?" asked the customer.

"Well, you just have to go out in the streets to realise that God doesn't exist. Tell me, if God exists, would there be so many sick people? Would there be abandoned children? If God exists, there would be neither suffering nor pain. I can't imagine a loving God who would allow all of these things."

The customer thought for a moment, but didn't respond because he didn't want to start an argument.The barber finished his job and the customer left the shop.

Just after he left the barbershop, he saw a man in the street with long, stringy, dirty hair and an untrimmed beard. He looked dirty and unkempt.

The customer turned back and entered the barber shop again and he said to the barber: "You know what? Barbers do not exist."

"How can you say that?" asked the surprised barber. "I am here, and I am a barber. And I just worked on you!"

"No!" the customer exclaimed, "barbers don't exist because if they did, there would be no people with dirty, long hair and untrimmed beards, like that man outside."

"Ah, but barbers DO exist! That's what happens when people do not come to me."

"Exactly!" affirmed the customer, "that's the point! God, too, DOES exist! That's what happens when people do not go to Him and don't look to Him for help. That's why there's so much pain and suffering in the world."

I won’t stop believing;
You alone are, You alone are God.
In You there's freedom.

2009-04-17T22:15:00.000-07:00

WHERE THE LOVE LASTS FOREVER- HILLSONG
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9w5Weg-Z2CQ

Your mercy found me,
Upon the broken road,
And lifted me beyond my failing,

Into Your glory,
My sin and shame dissolved,
And now forever Yours I’ll stand.

(Pre-Chorus)In love never to end,
To call You more than Lord,
Glorious friend.

(Chorus)So I throw my life upon all You are,
‘Cause I know You gave it all for me,
And when all else fades,
My soul will dance with You,
Where the love lasts forever.

Your mercy found me,
Upon the broken road,
And lifted me beyond my failing,
Into Your glory,
My sin and shame dissolved,
And now forever Yours I’ll stand.

(Bridge)And forever I will sing,
Lord forever I will sing,
Of how You gave Your life away,
Just to save me, Lord You saved me.

With You, where the love lasts forever.

Such a beautiful song about how we're going to dance with the Lord in heaven. :)

My syf is next wednesday, I fell down the stairs and sprained my ankle yesterday. -.- I'm so smart.

I've never sprained any part of my body before and gosh now I know, it kinda hurts quite badly.
I went to this physician in hougang with my senior and woah, he cracked something and it didn't hurt anymore! LOL.
But my foot's still weak, please pray for my silly foot. :)

I want to dance hiphop really badly but ms chooyinlin don't want to teach me the steps she learnt ~~cause I wanted her to dance for me in the middle of suntec city.~~ Actually I just want to sleep right now.

I'm blogging with my eyes half open. ə.ə Ahaha yeah that's how I look like right now.
Haha! You better show me the steps tomorrow ok yinlin!

Woohoo I blogged! :)

Where the love lasts forever~.

2009-03-28T19:25:00.001-07:00

RANDOM POST.

RANDOM #1.
At first I only noticed the biggest can in this japanese supermarket. Then eh? They came in all sizes! LOL.
My friend was like 'next time your bf wants to drink beer, buy him the smallest can!'

RANDOM #2.

SPONGEBOB I'M YOUR BIGGEST FAN!

RANDOM #3.

I know you've seen this before but, isn't he the cutest thing?? =D My baby brother jason.

And (half of) my not-so-baby other brother, clinton.

RANDOM #4.

I was running to the mrt station the other day cause I was late for dance(again) when this sight totally stopped me in my tracks. I even paused to take a picture, before running off again.

Isn't it pretty? :)

So random.

RANDOM #5.

Yinlin and I found these weird specs and we were like 'LET'S TAKE A PICTURE!'. Super random haha! The sales aunty kept staring at our direction.

Want to get a headache? Try those spectacles! :D

What am I doing, I'm supposed to be doing my work lah! D:

2009-03-20T22:44:00.000-07:00

Overdued photos. :)

The happy happy birthday girl. =D

Happily happily being smashed into her cake. =D

Happily trying to wipe off the cake. She ran off to the toilet in the end. xD

See lah yanping you move so much! People will get a headache just viewing these pictures. -.-

We are all happy! Except teckhwee in this picture. Or maybe he looks like that in all pictures..? LOL I'm kidding.

I was really sad when my dad left without me this morning though I asked him to send me to school, it's like I felt so abandoned.

Then I realised, I have my Daddy God. He will never leave me nor forsake me, how great is that! I wasn't even late for dance man, though I should be. :)

"When I look at the night sky and see the works of Your fingers-

the moon the stars you set in place-

what are mere mortals that You should think about them,

human beings that You should care for them?"

-psalm 8:3-4

I have so many bruises from dancing, you would think I'm abused or something. I have blue-black bruises on my legs and my shoe is bright pink, I think yanping you said my legs are very colourful..?! Now that I think about it, what were you saying har? LOL.

2009-03-17T23:23:00.000-07:00

Hey hey I'm here to blog about yanping's birthday celebration but my usb cable is missing! D= Okay I shall post the pictures next time. :)

Yanping, yinlin, siying, weicheng and I watched this movie just now. Ohmygosh IT'S SO SCARY!

Seriously man the show scared the daylights out of me! It's like the scariest show I ever watched, but it's really good! Top 10 in my list, I like it. =D

Yinlin was very unwilling to watch the horror movie with us. While walking in weicheng was also like ' I'm very scared!'. HAHA! Oh my gosh he is really so adorable.

There were also 2 guys standing at the exit of the movie and they were like ' I'm actually very scared to enter leh'. LOL.We laughed like mad even before the movie started!

It's so fun to watch horror movies, yanping, yinlin and I were screaming everytime the ghost appears. The ending is super scary, I think everybody screamed at the end.

Then right after the ending somone tapped my shoulder!! Oh gosh I screamed like mad! Turns out it was just yonglin saying hi to me. LOL. Don't scare me like that.

I recommend! If you want to scare half your life away.

~~I'm going to make everyone watch horror movies with me on my birthday, esp miss chooyinlin. ;D~~

Then after that we all went cafe cartel to eat dinner. :) Super full. :D

Oh oh and we had a bash with yanping, CAKE BASH! Haha! Huiyi, siying, yinlin and I were stationed behind yanping when we forced her to eat with her mouth. Oh man my usb's missing or I would have posted us girls in action. Yanping even had cake in her nose, that's how good we are. HAHA!

Oh gosh I missed you guys so much, I'm soo happy to finally have the time to meet up with you all. I miss all the times we spent together, in a world of our own. I love you all man. :)

I also spent the day yesterday with my dg, I love you guys too! Though you guys owe me for the bump on my head. I have a ba-la-ku already. >:( Haha! No lah I'll love you guys no matter what. :)

"Even when I walk through the darkest valley, I will not be afraid, for You are close beside me..." -Psalm 23:4

Woohoo!

2009-03-14T23:57:00.000-07:00

Woah I went shopping with my mum today and it was ca-ray-zee man. I think the whole of Singapore gathered at suntec for some IT Show. I was there for The BodyShop warehouse sale. ;D

It was so crowded lah! Even though I'm like super super tall, I couldn't see what they were selling at all. Somehow all the taller people were at the warehouse sale and somehow, I became short. -.- And I nearly kissed 10 over men and women, mostly women. D=

Super funny, I see all the women grabbing so much stuff and when I look at them again, they became empty-handed and were grabbing more stuff. You know why? Cause they dumped all the stuff with their boyfriends haha!
All the guys were like standing behind with their arms full looking super hilarious. Is that what guys are for? xD LOL.

After that my mum and I shopped even more and had dinner together. I feel so blessed man, I had so much fun! =D And it's going to get better because.. *drumroll
YANPING'S BIRTHDAY IS IN 3 MINUTES! :D

I love you baybeh. <3

I'm declaring it now because I have to off the computer like right now, happy birthday my dear! YAY we are going to see each other soon! :))

2009-03-10T23:40:00.000-07:00

You watch me, You guide me,
You teach me, You lead me.

I pray and You answer,
I ask and You give.
I fall and You lift me,
I cry and You love me.

I am so unworthy, but I have it all;
I have You Lord.

Hope which was lost,
now stands renewed.
The love of Christ,
the Saviour King.

I keep thinking of ways to solve my problems, when ultimately my Daddy God is the one I run to for love and comfort.
If only I ran to Him in the first place, He was there for me all along.
<3

2009-03-04T12:44:00.000-08:00

Woah you'll never guess where I am. I'm having chinese class in the computer lab, but I'm having my own fun now haha! =D Actually my whole group is, they are talking about maggie Q and maggie cheung LOL.

I need someone to buy me green tea! :D

2009-03-01T20:27:00.000-08:00

Ahaha I'm actually really happy, I don't blog but there's still people tagging! Thanks guys. :)
But I really have alot of things to do and blogging's at the bottom of my to-do list. Haha! So yeah.

Oh yeah I saw a rainbow too! :)

This one's at yio chu kang mrt area. :) Cool right!

And this one is outside the one and only anderson jc! =D

Rainbows signify one promise of God. Go find out what it is! :)

I was clearing my tables the other time and woah, I had fun stacking. :D

See that tower on the left? It's going to the recycling bin~. Half of it doesn't even have a pen ink on it haha!

Oh and do you know tea is more effective in keeping you awake than coffee? I just found out too! Haha my friends told me about it and that night I happily drank 2 cups of tea. :D

I slept at 2 in the morning though I had school and dance before! LOL. Super effective man. :)

I called,

You answered.

And You came to my rescue and I,

wana be where You are.

I lift You up, Jesus.

2009-02-20T21:47:00.000-08:00

I like my blogskin. :D

Instead of trying to figure out what went wrong with my coding, I gave up and decided to change my blogskin. :) And I deleted everything that had to do with what happened before because well, it's over.

My school went to watch the curious case of benjamin button as part of a movie fest just now. It was so long that I nearly fell asleep. D= But the plot's good, and Cate Blanchett is really pretty. :)
Teckhwee was asking me to go for this lin you jia concert after the show and i was like, huh who is lin you jia?? =.= LOL. But thanks for asking me. :)

And I got into aj's dance syf too. Many many long trainings with super tough warm ups, have to buy more salonpas. D=

(in chinese)
teacher-in-charge: You girls have 2 months to learn and master a whole new dance, what standard do we aim for? We must be realistic. (wanting us to aim low)
us: GOLD WITH HONOURS!
teacher-in-charge: Your seniors practise for 10 months to get gold with honours, you girls only have 2 months! Aim lower lah! (meaning bronze)
us: GOLD!

I think we are very funny too. Haha!

:) I'm liking aj!

2009-02-08T06:35:00.000-08:00

Click to enlarge, click to enlarge! =D

:D I feel so happy hahaha!

I went to new creation yesterday and woah, I'm falling in love with Jesus all over again! :)
There's this skit that was performed which I thought was really really touching, it had just started and I was like :'( already. So so touching, it's about how Jesus gave His all to us, all because of love. :)
It's so touching!

Linus' 2 friends were saved too, welcome to the family man! =D Justin and Sheng Xian, see I finally got their names right. ;D

Anyways I didn't make it to acjc, but it's okay. I trust in Him who can make everything turn out for the better, for me. :)
I have so many friends in ajc now, even my kindergarten friend is in anderson. I saw her and I was like =DDD! Haha!

:) Yay I'm actually looking forward to tomorrow!

2009-02-04T21:24:00.000-08:00

I've got no pictures to put up today. :(

School, school, school.

The biology lecturer was like " If you are an average student... Do not take up biology!" and stuff about how difficult biology is.
Siying still thought the lecturer wanted to encourage average students to take up biology. D= The lecturer's so fierce, so direct, so evil. LOL no lah. But I still went to take biology. -.-

I even went to the AJ's dance tryouts, again. D= I appealed to AJ's dance before the os and they rejected me and now, I'm back again! LOL. I actually didn't want to go for today's audition, but I was just drawn to it, really really unconsciously.

I didn't know what I was doing man and I really do not want to enter their dance. They only do contemporary dance and the number of practices per week will kill me. But I still went for it. I just want to dance, but I don't want to go for AJ's dance. -.- Oh so annoying. The problem is not with AJ's dance, it's with me. :(

So, I really need to go anglo-chinese junior college with yinlin, I belong to their dance! I don't even know what I'm saying lah!
>:'(

Siying I hope you can find the cca that really suits you, yanping & linus I really hope you guys can find a job that you like. :)

2009-02-02T18:39:00.000-08:00

Jason likes his fillet o fish. :) And he won't share. D=

School was actually well, boring on the first day. But I guess it's the first day, oh man we would all die of boredom if this carries on everyday. :(

I can't blog that often anymore, my principal says we can't be complacent though it's only the first day of school. D= I'm going to have no life again haha! :(

Ahahahahaha! Ha! Ha Ha! HAHA!

Siao.

2009-01-30T23:32:00.000-08:00

Turns out everyone either wants to go or is already going to AJC. But I don't wana. :'( Ohh man. We have different dreams.

ACJCACJCACJCACJCACJC ! =D

2009-01-30T22:29:00.000-08:00

Click on it to enlarge it! :)

The Father has a plan, though it's hard to see it now.
You feel you're walking all alone, but He is there no doubt.
When the storm around you rages, and you're tossed to and fro;
When you're faced with life's decisions, not sure which way to go,
Stand still and let God move, standing still is hard to do.

When you feel you have reached the end, He'll make a way for you.
Stand still and let God move.

When the enemy surrounds you, and the walls are closing in;
When the tide is swiftly rising, and you wonder where He's been.
Friend, there never was a moment, that His arms weren't reaching out.
You can rest assured and be secure, God is moving right now.

The answer will come, But only in His time.
Stand still and let God move.

This is the lyrics of the song Stand Still, I think. Heartwarming eh? :)

Let Your will be done.

2009-01-29T20:45:00.000-08:00

Wow my eyes are so painful, I wore my contacts everyday for the past two weeks and now my eyes are super dry. D=

Anyways I went out with my baybeyhs yesterday. =D Went to watch the Wedding Game or something. Fann wong's really pretty. ;D But the show very aunty leh haha!

My baybehs and I were going up and down lot 1 while waiting for the show, then we decided to go to the arcade only to realise we didn't have enough money to play. -.-

So we pretended to play. xD
Those two were wearing heels and kept complaining about their feet. D= Haha their feet were armed with plasters.

Ohh man I can't wait for transformers 2 to come out, Shia Lebeouf's acting in that movie!! Can't wait, can't wait. =D

Ahh Jason's so cute!

I just realised, we three are really vain! xD
But I love my baybehs soo much. :) What will I do without you girls.

me: Mum I'm going to watch a movie tomorrow.
Mum: Oh your father and I are going to watch one tomorrow too.
me: -.-? I'm going in the afternoon.
Mum: We are too.
me: Har..ok I'm going to jurong point.
Mum: Your father wants to go jurong point.
me: D= I'm going to watch the wedding game...
Mum : We are going to watch the wedding game.
me: Noooo!! DD=

Thank God I went to lot 1. =.=

Oh and Mr Bean makes great ice-cream. :)

Be of good cheer that God is smiling down on you and all ready to lavish His blessings on you, for we are His beloved children. :))
I'm excited about tomorrow!

2009-01-26T14:20:00.000-08:00

Greater is He that is in me than he that is of the world.

:)

2009-01-24T23:42:00.000-08:00

I didn't realise we had to go back to school to take back our testimonies, guess it was because I wasn't paying attention when the announcements were made. I do that all the time. D=

Anyways I went out shopping with my mum today, ohh man I saw so many nice shoes! ^^ But someone else was trying them so I didn't have a chance to try. :( Nevermind I shall go back tomorrow. Haha! ;D

My favourite sweet of the day. :) This candy is really very nice you know.
Though it's for..

D= Nono we are young at heart, so this sweet is meant for kids like us. =D

My parents put up so many new year decorations that it's scary. :0 If only they decorate as much during Christmas, at least it's prettier and meaningful. Really the decorations in my house will scare anyone off. -.-

Actually alot of things happened today, but I'm lazy to elaborate haha! Just, I feel really blessed. :) Except for the decoration thing.

2009-01-23T21:37:00.000-08:00

:) I came across this really nice story:

A young woman told her mother how things were so hard for her. She just wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose.

Her mother took her to the kitchen, filled three pots with water and placed each on high heat. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second, eggs, and in the last ground coffee beans. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl.

Turning to her daughter, she asked, “Tell me what you see”. Carrots, eggs, and coffee,” she replied.
Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She did and noted that they were soft. The mother then asked the daughter to take an egg and break it. After pulling off the shell, she observed the hard boiled egg. Finally, the mother asked the daughter to sip the coffee. The daughter smiled as she tasted its rich aroma. The daughter then asked, “What does it mean mother?”

Her mother explained that each object faced the same adversity: boiling water. Each reacted differently. The carrot went in strong, hard, and unrelenting. However, after being subjected to the boiling water, it softened and became weak. The egg had been fragile. Its thin outer shell had protected its liquid interior, but after sitting through the boiling water, its inside became hardened.
The ground coffee beans were unique, however. While being in the boiling water, they changed the water.

“Which are you?” she asked her daughter. “When adversity knocks on your door, how do you respond? With pain and adversity do you wilt, become soft and lose your strength?
Do you have a fluid spirit, but after a difficult trial, do you become hardened and stiff? Does your shell look the same, but on the inside you are bitter and tough with a stiff spirit and hardened heart?
Or when things are at their worst, do you get better and change the situation around you? When the hour is the darkest and trials are their greatest, do you elevate yourself to another level?
How do you handle adversity?"

The happiest of people don’t have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. The brightest future is always based on letting go and letting God ; you can’t go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches and rest in the promises of God. :)

I was supposed to go yanping's house today but I overslept, again. D= Sorry baybeh. :(

Anyways I'm trying to learn japanese now, it's such an interesting language. :) And I changed my blogsong haha! I don't mean anything by putting this song, just that this song has been stuck in my head for a long long time, I really like this song. =D I'll change it really soon. xD

2009-01-20T22:13:00.000-08:00

Ohh man I fell asleep last night while reading so my room light was on till morning. And of course my mum screamed at me the next day. I always fall asleep when I don't want to fall asleep. =.=

So tired from all the bouldering today lol. But bouldering is fun! =D I want to blog about today, but I'm so tired. I need to think quite alot to blog and need to type quite alot because alot of things happened today. So basically, I'm really lazyyyy. D= ~~And I want to watch d.gray man. x)~~ I'll blog next time when I get the pictures. :)

Thank God for today. :) I think I'm going to fall asleep with my lights on, again~ .

2009-01-19T21:25:00.000-08:00

I've got a mosquito bite on my finger. D=
So random.

Anyways, I really like d.gray man. =D I kept going 'lavi lavi lavi!' whenever lavi was attacking, and I keep calling Allen Walker allen skywalker. -.- But the show's really good. :)

I have nothing else to blog you see. x/

Yanping call my handphone soon! Haven't heard from you for so long, are you still alive!? LOL no la I'm kidding. :)

2009-01-18T12:10:00.000-08:00

I have a really adorable dog. :)

So funny. My dog thought I was going to do something to him so he got so scared. This is his scared look. Haha!

Then I tried to make his ears prick up by knocking on the door and playing with the keys. He just stared at me with a 'Duh I can see you doing it, I'm not stupid, just scared' look. His ears came up only when my father entered the kitchen.

-.-

My dog is cute yeah? LOL. I love him loads.:)

2009-01-16T22:21:00.000-08:00

Woohoo I have a new email address. =D My old one has a 92 at the back, so in 30 years time people will look at my email and know my age, and I don't like that. Haha! So I changed it. ^^
I have to add people all over again with a display message that says 'please delete my old email'. My fingers hurt too from all the copy-and-paste action. I feel so lame. D= It's okay, it's for a good cause. LOL.

I changed my email address! :D

I need help, how do I post a gif? :0

2009-01-15T23:02:00.000-08:00

I went to the zoo yesterday with my cousins and auntie, all from australia. Haha no they are not born there but they migrated there, leaving me all alone here. LOL no lah, I have many many aunties. Anyways I took so many pictures of the animals just to post it here. =D

Sun bear. It is so cute, it looks like a teddy bear! xD

Komodo dragon. It's quite scary actually. D=

I have no idea what this is. Looks like a dodo bird LOL.

Ahh squirrels! They are so so cute. :)

I don't know what this is too haha! It's some sloth/monkey/squirrel. No it's not a panda. xD

The bats were actually free to fly around in this dome thing we were in.

My cousin and I were walking through the dome when suddenly this duck flew out from the bush! HAHA! We both screamed like mad and my cousin couldn't wait to get out of the dome. So hilarious.

It's a panda! LOL. xD

This monkey looks stunned. My camera has no flash okay. Haha.

What a beautiful butterfly, what a beautiful picture! =D

Proboscis monkey! HA! I remembered it's name.

I like this picture too, because I think it's really pretty. :) The picture. =D

Leopard. No maybe it's a jaguar. :/

Where's my male? Lol.

The giraffes are pretty short actually. Haha! xD

There's actually one meerkat posing for me in the centre! :)

I took a picture of this zebra and ran off lol, because it's not really that interesting.

I held the camera for the longest time for this cheetah because it just refuses to look at me. D=

Haha I actually thought there was only one rhino in the area, that is until I saw a whole bunch of them under the trees. LOL.

OH THIS IS SO COOL! The polar bear actually swam to the glass thing and allowed us to stare at it! It is so big, and close!

COOL RIGHT! =DD

Wow I really like polar bears. :)

:))))))))))) It's so pretty.

This is such a pretty picture! So animal planet. =D

Haha the bear looks like it's sneezing, when actually it's really really hot.

Lamas. Haha! I just think they are really funny, look very gong. LOL.

Cows.

and a goat.

My little cousin. :)

The orang utans were free range ones. :) But I didn't see any up close.

Elephants. =D

Deer.

Haha what an adorable hippo! =DD

White tiger. It was soo far away. D=

PIG! With tusks. LOL.

My bigger cousin and my smaller cousin. =D

Erm, rhino horned bird I think.

Proboscis monkey #2, #3 and #4.

I take pretty good pictures yeah? =D I walked so much, lol so tired. It was a blessed day, at the zoo. Haha! :DD

2009-01-14T21:08:00.000-08:00

I'm so tired. D=
I've looked at my result slip for like the millionth time and I still cannot believe what I got. I mean I used to get a 17 for my prelims for pete's sake and now, I got a 9 for Christ's sake. Can you see the work of Jesus there?? I can never get such amazing results. People even stared at me with a har she actually got a 9 look when I screamed at them. LOL. Really it's not me, it's the work of God. =D
Even if you don't get the results you want now, know that God has the best future planned out just for you. Trust in Him. :)

Anyways, I went roller blading on tuesday with siying, adeline, linus, darren, yeu mahn and caleb at east coast park. It's so difficult to get there.

I had no idea singapore had a scary underpass like this. Yeu mahn even told siying and me about how some girl got murdered here and we were like Ahhhh! the whole way through. Lol.

Yeu mahn, siying and I were really late, again. I'm really so so sorry guys. :( Sorry, sorry, don't ever ignore us again. ;D Haha then we started skating. It was so funny, I was wobbling around with my hands in all directions trying to grab someone. I even fell once. I must have looked so stupid. x/

Caleb came much later but rented a bike because he had a really bad fall on skates before. Then siying had some problems and she fell too, pulling yeu mahn down with her. Then she had another problem with the bushes and she fell again, pulling adeline down with her. Ohh man thank God adeline and ym's injury weren't too bad, siying wasn't even injured.

The rest of us were just stunned after that. Darren, siying and I even gave up and removed our skates in the middle of the road. We walked back to the rental shop with our socks on haha!

What a day. =D
Thank you adeline for being the greatest skating teacher ever, you are so patient with me. :) Thank you linus for pulling me along when I got too ~~lazy~~ tired to skate haha! Thanks ym for helping me do the stuff I cannot do when I was on my skates. :)

I still don't think I know how to skate though. D=

2009-01-12T20:40:00.000-08:00

Wow what a day man. This is probably the last time I'm wearing my riverside uniform, so I decided to take a picture of me in the uniform! =D But I left without taking a picture with my girls, so I forcefully pulled my brother away from the computer to take a picture with me. ;D Well at least he's smiling. xD

Hua Yi Secondary v.s. Riverside Secondary. =D It's so blur. :(

The Lord knows the thoughts He thinks of you, thoughts of peace and not evil, to give you a future and a hope. :) Rest in the goodness of Jesus.

I'll blog more tomorrow. :)

2009-01-12T10:09:00.000-08:00

Wow I woke up before my alarm went off today. LOL. Now that's something that doesn't happen everyday. Haha I think it's because of all the smses coming in early in the morning. My beloveds don't sleep much. :)

But those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be afraid.

-Isaiah 40:31 :)

I took that picture from a pretty little calender. =D

2009-01-10T20:48:00.000-08:00

See that rabbit? I have that rabbit!

Turns out, i didn't go back to school! I hope the kids don't miss me too much. D= I went for some spa thing with my mum at tanjong pagar instead. The beauty boutique, Passage, is soo high-class. And best of all, it's a Christian boutique with the words of God everywhere. My mum even said that the beauticians there are from new creation church. ;D

Then we took a cab back home. Hey people, do NOT take a cab if you are at a town area. They charge extras on top of the extras you have to pay. My mum forgot and she paid 28bucks for a taxi ride. D=

The taxi driver was super national education-er, talking about heritage to chinese new year to toto and 4D. I was like 0= when he was talking non-stop and was like O= when he used the words condemn and compulsory.

Like woah, he even said 'I am very modern one, but we must always remember we are chinese not ang moh.' LOL. What a cool taxi driver. =D

Anyways, just 2 more days to the results. I am so very excited. :D

2009-01-10T11:51:00.000-08:00

Ahh I feel sick again. I have a problem with my tonsils or something, it always gets infected. And the doctor said that when my tonsils get infected, it will affect my entire body and I will get a fever or something. D= The solution is to remove my tonsils but I don't want to cut it off. Ohh man this is soo gross and sad.

Anyways yanping and I went back to school yesterday to help out with the sec1 camp. We tried to make the sec1s open up but they were so shy! I was so high you know, shouting and jumping around trying to get the sec1s to be enthusiastic but nooo~, the sec1s just stared at me. D=
It was supposed to be the sec1's camp but it was like a leader's camp because the leaders were doing all the cheering. =.= The lunch was really bad by the way. :(

Then we went to have the station games under the sun. We were playing this chair game when suddenly a boy from my group fell and hit the chair really hard. Oh my gosh it was so scary, he even fractured his rib and had to be sent to the hospital!
It was really so bad, he was in so much pain and I didn't know what to do. But he was so brave, he didn't even cry though I could tell it really hurt.

Haha then I got a really bad headache from being in the sun for so long and my throat was hurting real bad from all the shouting and stupid tonsils. I went home, crashed on my bed and fell asleep immediately. Haha! It was only 6 plus in the evening.

Then I woke up at 1030pm to have my dinner when my dad came home. The next thing I know he was cooking bee hoon for me. LOL. I was watching him doing all the mixing and frying in his working clothing and man, my dad looked so cool! =D

I'm going back to school for the campfire later. Woohoo!

2009-01-07T12:55:00.000-08:00

West coast and the big triangle pyramid thing. :) I can't believe I climbed all the way to the top. When I'm on it, I can't wait to get down, but when I'm down I want to climb it all over again. Haha! It's not that scary la.
Anyways west coast didn't have bicycle or roller-blading rentals. :( My two baybehs came along at first but they wanted to go shopping in the end. LOL.

I look like I'm gripping for my life. Haha! Well yeah, this is the top of the rope triangle thing. Can you see the vast land behind me and the fact that I'm nearly as tall as a hdb flat? :) We are on the, top of the world looking, down on creation~.

Haha I was quite reluctant to climb all the way. When I was up there the others even wanted to take a picture, brave chaps. I was freaking out all the way, worried for linus' life and linus' phone. Adeline and linus were super calm though. But it was fun, in a scary way. =D Oh and yeu mahn was below us shaking the ropes and pulling our legs. D=

Nearly to the top. :)

me: oh my gosh how are we going to get up?

darren: how are we going to get down?

linus: relax~

:) I like the triangle thing. =D

Jesus said: " I pray that they will all be one, just as you and I are one-as You are in me, Father, and I am in You..."

-John 17:21

God is good all the time. :)

2009-01-05T20:52:00.000-08:00

Went to yanping's house today to hang out. Haha so hilarious! I got hungry all of a sudden so we decided to order kfc, since yanping's house has nothing much that is edible. I ate her brother's chocolate banana thing and nearly puked so yeah, kfc. :)

But we didn't know the kfc number so we went around asking people for the kfc's hotline. See yanping i told you 62353535 is pizza hut's number! I even called that number and slammed the phone down at the person when she mentioned pizza hut. D=

I called kfc and suddenly I started laughing. Haha I told the person I was yanping. And to make things worse, I asked yanping for her postal code and she gave me her house number so I laughed even harder. D= Yanping and I laughed our heads off and the person had to shout to get my attention. xD
Dude: "Ma'am, can I have your postal code?"
me: "yanping what's your postal code?"
yanping: "orh 6894906.."
me: "68949..postal code la yanping!"
us: " AHAHAHAHA!!"
dude: " hello...?"

After we started laughing the kfc dude totally lost me. He heard the wrong postal code from me and got the wrong address and the food got sent to the wrong person! LOL. We were so embarrassed to see the dude. The doorbell rang and we were like 'oh shit oh shit' all the way. Haha! Sooo hilarious.

We were just laughing non-stop at everything. We laughed when I couldn't find soap to wash my hands, we laughed when I couldn't close her toilet door, we I laughed at the fact that her house's dustbins were only meant for display. Serious, you throw something into one of those dustbins and she'll scream at you. LOL. It's a mother thing, her mum doesn't like it. I've been to yanping's house like a million times already but I'm still not used to it. Haha!

Anyways after that it was not so funny anymore. Hey baybeh don't think so much, we'll go have fun tomorrow k? :)

Don't try to carry the weight of all of your problems yourself. Cast your cares to Jesus! :) He's so cute in this cartoon! =D The title of my blog, everlasting ♥, actually means everlasting love, the everlasting love of God! :)

Okay I'm never ordering kfc from yanping's house again, in case they recognise me. xD

2009-01-02T17:56:00.000-08:00

Haha it's 2009! Though I'm one day late in posting, happy new year! =D

Woohoo I changed my blogskin! Getting tired of all black. :)

I have nothing much to blog though, it still feels like 2008. Ahh 2008, so many things happened. I miss the times I'm still in uniform, sitting at the back of the class with yanping. We were so crazy, like in a world of our own. I miss the way mr Radha would pronounce yinlin's full name in one syllable. Chooyinlin, haha! I miss the way 4/4 would get high all of a sudden, for no apparent reason. I'm going to miss my awesome dg so much. Yeah okay now I feel 2009. =D I have nothing else to bloggg.

We have hope! :)

I'm trying to find the song which goes 'You put a skip in my step, You put a sword in my hand', or something. Ahaha this is so funny, I don't even know the lyrics let alone the song title. Haha! I need help. To find the song I mean. =D

2008-12-31T21:31:00.000-08:00

I just have to say, GOODBYE YING YUAN.
You'll always be our class' favourite joker, the best person to brighten up our class' stressful day. :) You are one of the smartest people I know! 4/4 will never be the same without you. God bless you for your future endeavors. We will miss you!

2009 is coming! Though 2008 was a blast, I can't wait for next year, I just know it's going to get better. :)
Woohoo! Let's scream out of our windows at 12midnight!

2008-12-29T11:26:00.000-08:00

I went to 2 kboxes this week and woah, I was freezing on both occasions. We went for yingyuan's last gathering at amk's kbox on saturday and I went to kbox with my family again on sunday. All I can remember is that it's cold and fun. -.-? LOL.

Cash-less and freedom-less, I can't go out with baosheng and my baybehs again. It's ok, I know my baybehs will just pop into my house suddenly, like they always do. ;D

I want to start school soon!

2008-12-27T19:19:00.000-08:00

I went to dinner with my family yesterday to celebrate my father's birthday. We went to this japanese restaurant called Kuishin-bo at Jurong Point.
Jurong Point actually has this alley which is called the japanese street or something, so cool. I was still dizzy from my run yesterday and super full as well. Not a good feeling lol. But I'm happy. =D The dinner was expensive man, like 50bucks each.

Japanese street! Shokutsu 10 something! Whatever that means lol.

So adorable, this fish actually makes me feel like I'm in japan. I love ~~to eat~~ fish. :)

Japanese doll head something! Not cute, not adorable, just big and scary. Hey baybehs, it sure reminds me of...chuckie! xD I don't like those 2 doll-head dudes anyways.

Kuishin-bo! One of the many japanese restaurants in the japanese street. =D

The buffet! This is just one plate out of the many plates my table has. =D

My family.

We are crab-leg-dracula! =D

Don't know why but my brother really likes this photo. It's a guy thing. xD

My brother and I. Can you see the ~~resemblance~~ differences? =D

This was supposed to be some Christmas jelly lol.

Jason: Buy Christmas jelly now! It's delicious and nutritious, tastes like chicken! xD

I get a free sample for advertising the Christmas jelly! LOL.

My super cute dad and me.

Miso soup and coffee. =D

Run, run, as fast as you can; you can't catch me, I'm the gingerbread man!

Don't cha wish you were as cute as me. Don't cha. =D

The pussycat dolls' song is stuck in my head. D=

What can I say ? :)

It was a blessed dinner, I love japanese food. :)

2008-12-26T17:54:00.000-08:00

Today's my father's birthday. :) So special right, it falls just after Christmas.

But my parents had to work today and I spent the first half of the day rotting in my parent's room watching tv. I was eating chocolates and watching so much tv till I felt dizzy and nauseous. And do you know what I did next? I went to run! I am so smart. I went to the nearby park at 345 and ran 1.5km under the sun. I nearly fainted after that, it was soo bad. Bad, bad, bad. I literally dragged myself home, my brother thought I was dying or something.
Ya man, smart alec.

Anyways my family's going to some japanese place for dinner to celebrate my dad's birthday. =D Happy birthday dad. :) Haha I hid his cake in the fridge's vegetable corner. xD

:)

2008-12-25T18:04:00.000-08:00

CHRISTMAS !

Happy birthday Jesus! :)

It's so awesome, I feel so happy. No it's not because of gifts, but because I feel so so loved. The world doesn't understand why we are celebrating, but we sure do. So many emotions, so many thoughts, so little words to explain. Just, I love Jesus. :)

Isn't the picture below just the cutest thing? =D

Let's put our trust in Jesus. :)

Christmas eve, yesterday. Yanping, yinlin, siying and amanda came over to my house at about 6 to have our bbq. They went to baosheng's church before that! Woohoo! Finally yanping and siying had a chance to go to church. :) From what the girls said, it must have been an awesome service. =D

I really wanted a whole bunch of my friends to go to the bbq but nooo~, there wasn't enough food and my father didn't like guys. =.= Like dude, you a guy too. Anyways my father expected me to do the bbq myself since he was working, but of course I didn't do it. Haha! But I did everything else though.

The bbq was, messy. Lol. But the food was great! My cousins and clinton's friends came too. We girls tried to play polar bear with e guys, but the guys were like 'duhh...?' the whole time. Ahh, kids. LOL.

Siying and yinlin couldn't stay over though they really wanted to, but it's okay. I'm just really glad they came. :) The girls went home at about 930, yanping stayed though. =D

Yinlin made cookies and jelly for us! She even made heart-shaped ones, which I know are specially for me. :)

Cookies and mahjong! =D

We just like to pose. xD

At about 11 yanping and I went to yew tee to ~~buy ice-cream~~ fetch huiyi. Yanping and I went to macs to buy the new chocolate mcflurry and I actually told the guy we wanted the new choco-latte mcflurry! D= God knows when I have been pronouncing chocolate as chocolatte. So funny! I was laughing at myself in macs while yanping had this very -.-? look on her face. Haha!

Anyways huiyi came to my house with elaine and si hao and we had this Christmas countdown. We had party poppers and whistles and everything but the poppers failed us and yanping's whistle blew up because she blew too hard, so we ended up screaming at everyone we saw, which was only one family. :)) It was fun. =D

Take 1.
The girls, my other granny and jason.

Take 2.

The girls, my other granny, jason and my cousin eric.

Take 3.

The girls, my other granny and eric.

Ahh that was lame. ;D

Si hao, jason, elaine, yanping, huiyi and me. :)

Huiyi stayed over too! :) The 3 of us played mahjong till about 4. Huiyi slept after that, I slept at 530, yanping slept at 630 and we woke up at 11. This routine is so good for us! :)

I had more activities yesterday than today, though I feel happier today. Every Christmas meaning and events that happened piled up to become a beautiful memory. So yeah, I'm really happy. :) Thank God.

Christmas is coming next year !

2008-12-23T01:36:00.000-08:00

Christmas is coming! :)

So many activities, but I only made it to one. I went to ncc's Christmas Bash last saturday, it was awesome. There is so much meaning to Christmas, I'm falling in love with Jesus all over again! :) I left new creation with a whole new voice haha!
But the service would be best if my 2 baybehs aka yp and siying could make it. It's alright girls, stay strong and wait patiently for the Lord. :)

Somehow, I don't know why, I think I have split personality or something. Like, I can be high and outrageous when I'm with Group A and suddenly click to being calm and peaceful when I'm with Group B. Not that I'm faking any of my moods, but it just happens, involuntarily. No wonder some people think I'm very serious while some people think I'm crazy.

The girls are coming over to my house tomorrow to stay over. Christmas eve, woohoo! My mum even went to buy those loud poppers and kiddy whistle things. You know, those whistle that has a long tube of paper curled up at the end and the tube of paper straightens when you blow the whistle? You know, you know? Nevermind. I think it's meant for my little brother anyways. LOL.
Yanping even wants to scream out of my window at the stroke of midnight. D= But thank God they are coming, if not I would be socially dead. Lol.

Christmas, Christmas, Christmas.

There baybehs I blogged. LOL.

2008-12-17T11:45:00.000-08:00

Something happened, but nothing big. Just that,

I GOT MY PHONE BACK !
Yeah nothing big, no big deal. Haha who am I kidding, this is awesome news. :) Praise God man.

I'm just here to declare. =D

Sorry guys I couldn't make it for the cyber conference. Sorry baybehs I couldn't meet up with you guys for mahjong the other day. Sorry baosheng and wenqi for missing so many services and activities, thank you so much guys for asking me.

I really love you guys and I really miss all of you, I really do.

2008-12-16T09:48:00.000-08:00

You can never guess where I am.
I am blogging at Jurong Medical Centre at 9:06am. Haha! I'm waiting for my mother to have her super-quick 3 hour eye surgery, so basically I have nothing to do, until this cute little magic box aka the computer caught my eye. =D I'm going to hog it for 3 hours! I never expected a medical centre to have a free computer with internet excess for me to use. Yeah, suagu. xD

Ohh man, turns out I can't listen to songs using this computer. I can't do anything with this computer that involves sound! Ahh what is the world becoming?!

Anyways, I watched Bolt the other day with my dg. I really really like Rhino. =D Oh and I think the voice actress for mittens is really talented. Okay here's the spoiler, the ending is..a happy ending! =D I have nothing better to do~.

I can't wait for saturday. :) Jesus, I love you.

2008-12-15T20:36:00.000-08:00

SAVIOUR KING (ACOUSTIC) -HILLSONG
LET NOW THE WEAK SAY I HAVE STRENGTH
BY THE SPIRIT OF POWER THAT RAISED CHRIST FROM THE DEAD
LET NOW THE POOR STAND AND CONFESS
THAT MY PORTION IS HIM
AND I'M MORE THAN BLESSED

LET NOW OUR HEARTS BURN WITH A FLAME
A FIRE CONSUMING ALL FOR YOUR SON'S HOLY NAME
AND WITH THE HEAVENS WE DECLARE
YOU ARE OUR KING

WE LOVE YOU LORD, WE WORSHIP YOU
YOU ARE OUR GOD, YOU ALONE ARE GOOD

LET NOW YOUR CHURCH SHINE AS YOUR BRIDE
THAT YOU SAW IN YOUR HEART AS YOU OFFERED UP YOUR LIFE
LET NOW THE LOST BE WELCOMED HOME
BY THE SAVED AND REDEEMED
THOSE ADOPTED AS YOUR OWN

WE LOVE YOU LORD, WE WORSHIP YOU
YOU ARE OUR GOD, YOU ALONE ARE GOOD
YOU ASKED YOUR SON TO CARRY THIS
THE HEAVY CROSS, OUR WEIGHT OF SIN

I LOVE YOU LORD, I WORSHIP YOU
HOPE WHICH WAS LOST, NOW STANDS RENEWED
I GIVE MY LIFE TO HONOR THIS
THE LOVE OF CHRIST, THE SAVIOR KING

Saviour King has got to be one of my favourite Christian songs ever. :)

Yesterday I went for sunday service! Woohoo! Learnt so much, blessed so greatly, my joy increased tremendously. :) Haha but I was only able to go because my aunty wanted to come along. I came back and literally collapsed on my bed and fell asleep. Lol, awesome service.

Events organised by new creation church:
This wednesday there is this cyber conference from 9am to 6pm. :)
This thursday there is this men's and women's meeting from 9am to 6pm too. ^^
This saturday there is this Christmas Bash at 3pm! =D
The above events should be held at the Rock auditorium. ;D
This sunday there is a combined service at the Singapore Indoor Stadium at 10am. :))

Tag me if you want to go! =D

Siying, our dg will be having a chalet from this sunday to tuesday! Tag me ya. :) It's so hard to contact everyone, I need my phone. D=

2008-12-12T19:34:00.000-08:00

Hey people I'm back (to my computer) to blog! LOL. =.=

I am surviving, barely, without my phone, without much communication, with plenty of curfews and with a dad who sees me as wallpaper. Seriously man that guy doesn't even look at me, let alone talk to me. And when he is not Mr My-daughter-is-wallpaper, he is Mr Inspector-of-daughter's-gadgets. Like, talk to me lah, don't go checking up on my stuff to check up on me. Nobody has to go through this,and I hope nobody else does.
Thank God I have God, He gives me strength. :)

I also have to thank my precious(es) who dug me out to find me though communication was scarce. =D Ym was like 'if you can't come to us, we'll come to you'. Haha and they really did come all the way to yew tee to have lunch with me. Ohh man and linus is flying off to taiwan tonight.

GOODBYE LINUS!
We will miss you. :)
Jump shot that linus and I took. =D I'm not looking at the camera cause I was waiting for linus to say jump so I can jump. No time to turn back to the cam. LOL.

And I went to yanping's house with yinlin too, to play mahjong. Haha! We still ordered kfc, I really missed my baybehs. :) They were having this big fuss about chuckie. So duh right. Lol!

And SIYING! Sorry siying I couldn't make it for your band concert! The others wanted to go too but our movie ended too late. So sorry siying. Ohh and siying can you make it for the third service tomorrow? Tell yanping to tell me if you can't contact me. :) I really hope you can go! Haven't seen you for so long.

And and I went out with my dg yesterday to watch a movie. Kind of a last minute thing because sara and darren just got out of camp. We watched bolt! :) I'll elaborate when I get the pictures. =D

Well yeah another wordy post. Haha!

2008-12-06T21:32:00.000-08:00

HAHA! I'm really happy now, because I just watched Aladdin. Haha! Ohh man i love disney and pixar animated shows. :) I can watch them again and again and again. Woohoo, I love Ratatouille!

Isn't Shia adorable? :)

I like action movies too! I watched Disturbia and man, I nearly got a heart attack. Serious that show is a really good thriller, feels like I'm on a rollar-coaster ride. A must watch. Haha! Ohh and there's Shia LeBeouf, one of my favourite actors yet. D'oh! I missed eagle eye. D=

I missed dare today too, wonder how the service went. Oh wells, God never shortchanges His people, there's always next time. =D

2008-12-05T21:16:00.000-08:00

Everything's aye okay, my granny is discharged already. =D I should be free next week!

Well I have nothing much to blog about and since a picture speaks a thousand words, here are some. :)

Ahh good times, good times~ =D

Can you see the billard stick thing? xD

Haha silly guys, but we still love ya all. ^^

What can I say? Brotherly love man. =D

My youngest brother, Jason, doing the 'fish'. Haha he knows how to do the 'bird' too!

The cute.

And the crazy. xD

Siying! I miss school. :/

And my baybeh. I miss walking to causeway from school. :/

I need answers, I need guidiance, I need comfort, I need love. I need Jesus.

The love that never fails, and we have it. :)

I went under the rain today~, I'm still wet now haha! It's nice, try it! But don't get sick ya. :)

2008-12-02T08:51:00.000-08:00

I'm having such a horrible weekend with my family. One of my baybeh is suffering too man, the horrors of our family. D=

My phone is not with me again. My confiscated phone got confiscated. I don't know how that can happen but yeah, it happened. But I guess I really deserve this. I can't reply your messages or even see them anymore, just call my house k? :) I'll really miss everyone.

Trapped man, I'm trapped at home and in the hospital.
Oh yeah.

GOODBYE YEU MAHN !
You'll be missed. :)

2008-11-29T21:32:00.000-08:00

Wow i haven't blogged in like, 3 days already. =O

Hmm yesterday I went to eat with yanping, yinlin, amanda, baosheng and his cg at Just Acia. Finally i get to see my baybehs, really missed them alot man. Haha the food was ok, but there was free flow of drinks and ice-cream! =D After that I went to baosheng's church to see see. Haha! I met Pastor How and I even shook his hand, feel so honoured. He's a really great pastor with a beautiful vision. :)
Heart of God church was awesome man, like a big happy family. =D I couldn't stay for long though.

Wenqi told me that there are other Christians like me who have objecting parents, some were in an even worse situation than me. But instead of losing hope, our faith gets stronger every day. We know, our God is real and our God will never ever forsake us, we are strengthened by His love. It is because of that that we will not stop believing. Thank God, we also have each other.
We will never be alone. :)

Today, I went to darren's house with ym and linus. We called quite alot of poeple along but only the few of us could make it. Darren's sister is so cute! =D We were supposed to watch iron man or something, but ended up playing Wii. Haha! So fun, and funny!

Darren's mum is super nice, I really like her. She kept stuffing us with food, which is good lah. ;D She even bought pizza for us! So blessed man, I actually had no money for dinner but ended up having more than enough pizza to eat. I am definitely going back to darren's house. xD The guys were, as usual, funny. Haha! I shall post the pictures when I get them.
I just found out, nintendo (or playstation) Wii is cool man. LOL. =D

My mum told me where my phone was, so I'm sneaking out messages whenever I can. You can message me now, but I'll take a long time to reply. Lol. =D

The coloured emoticons are for your viewing pleasure. xD

2008-11-26T21:02:00.000-08:00

I want JJ's new album!
Oh gosh the songs are so nice! All of JJ's songs are nice. :)

Oh and JJ is not my idol lah, I don't have any idols. It's just that I really admire him. Hmm perhaps I just have a crush on him, yeah perhaps it's just a crush. :) But I definitely do not worship him or anything lah. I just don't like people to misunderstand me.

Okay so I'm basically stuck in the hospital everyday looking after my granny, with no form of communication. Well, except for the hospital phone. D= But it's ok, my granny's going to be ok. :)

There's this doctor who's super nice and attentive. He is pretty shy I guess, he just gives me the super nice-guy impression. :) And he is! How should I put it, he is adorable. Haha! I don't mean his looks but his character, he's got a really adorable character. If you know what I mean. xD Seeing him at work makes me want to be a doctor as well, though blood freaks me out. But Jesus can defeat my fear. =D So maybe I should go ahead to be a doctor, maybe. Anyway, my passion to be a vet is not so strong anymore.

Gosh. Suddenly, I really want to be a doctor.

Man, I don't know. I want to go out with yanping and yinlin! Haven't seen them in like, forever. Okay that's exaggerating. Haven't seen them in like, forever. =D Siying and huiyi, teckhwee, keezi and their church friends, baosheng and his church friends too! Ohh man i miss you guys so much! And I'm missing my dg already. And my other school mates like amanda and everyone from 4/4. I miss you all, I miss school, I miss everyone.
Somebody grab time and pull it to a stop, it's moving way too fast.

Just sleep and leave it all to Jesus~
:)

2008-11-25T18:11:00.000-08:00

Went bowling and billard-ing yesterday. :) I'm abit..sian, hard to elaborate about what went on. Siying, where are you?? Sorry I'm too sian to upload all the pictures. :(

I like this picture. :)

My beloveds. <3

I really miss my other girlfriends and guyfriends, too many to name them all out. And now, I can't even contact you all! Ohh man. :(

Oh wells, always look on the bright side of life~. =D

I'm sure God will open a way for us.